_Thursday, January 29, 2009
I had my chance to go to Qatar this evening and I lost it! All thanks to my aunt! DHL was looking for someone to go to Qatar to hand carry a parcel. The moment I heard it, i wanted to go. So I raised my hands. Everything was settled! I even got my mom's permission. So they asked me for my credit card no. I called my aunt and she started screaming, saying that I am a girl and that is so far away. She didn't let me talk, CONVINCED her that it would be alright! And of course, she ended the conversation by hanging up the phone on me! I was very upset. When
I called my mom again, she said she will talk to my aunt. Hoping against hope, I waited for my mom's call. When my mom called me back, she told me to tell my boss that I cannot go! Disappointment wrapped me. I was devastated. I had no choice but to tell my boss that I can't go. So malu!! I wanted to cry right there and then!
So I went home and straight to bed. I was awaken by some vibration and realized that my phone was vibrating. There was a miss call from my aunt and a message. You know what? In the msg, my aunt said to come to her house to get the credit card if I want to use it. What the hell kan?
The reason why I have a credit card is that it will be easier for me to travel. That was why she applied for me a supplementary holder. Now, the opportunity came and she was against it.
What is the point of you giving me the leisure of life when I cannot use it?! You gave me the link for a better life and I appreciate that. But you have no right to control my life. I am coming to 24 years old and I have no achieve anything at all. Even if it for a little while, it will mean a lifetime of memories for me to just go there. I don't mind if it is somewhere nearby. But this is Qatar, a place where I never even dare dream of going and I got the chance now! But everything is ruin.
You have destroyed the confidence that I have.
Penned on @ 9:51 PM
_Wednesday, January 28, 2009
It's been almost a month since Sufyan left and the image of him lying a feet away from me is still fresh in my mind. I do not know why I can't seem to forget the moments. I hope he is in a better place. I have been wanting to put the webbie his father created for him on my blog for so long. It is under my links column.
From the pictures, you can see that he was a jovial person and please, people who know him, pray for him.
Al-fatehah.
Penned on @ 12:47 AM
_Saturday, January 17, 2009
Nothing much to update about my life. Except that work has been very hectic. Almost everyday, I wake up, feeling that I could never resolve any matters pertaining to work. I need a break!! I need to go to a place where there's no computer and phone. I need to go to a place where there's sea, wind and a place where I can just lie down all day! I need that. Any suggestions anyone?!?!
On a happier note, welcoming the latest addition to the family, Noor Aleya Abdul Hafiz. Congrats you guys. Now it's complete, though Abg Hafiz reckon that they will be going through this for another 6 times before the family is complete!! Haha!!
And, Malin and Fahmy had their dates set! YES!!! At last!!I'm being VERY superstitious here...Takot ckp nanti tak jadi...So let the date remains a secret first la eh...Pandai pilih date.....Be prepared to have lotsa expensive present from a lot of people!! WooHoo!! So happy...Just thinking of if make me all excited. And now, I have to finalized my guest list. More jobs to be disseminated once the weeding date comes nearer. I'm gonna be bloody busy!!Believe me, I'm gonna have to split myself into 2 or even more!!
Well, I guess that's all folks!
Penned on @ 10:11 PM
_Sunday, January 4, 2009
I was in a mood for shopping. Since Mira needed to buy her stationaries for school, I tagged along and in the end, I bought a bag for myself. Now, it's time to stop all kinds of therapy. Damn!
Penned on @ 12:07 AM
