_Wednesday, May 27, 2009
I'm bored! Haha...
OK, life has been bored at work. But at home, well, we are all getting ready for Malin's solemnization, which will be in July. 2 months away man! We still have a lot of things to do la...Like moving mom's stuff into my room cos Malin will be having the master bedroom until they get a house, which will be soon I guess. Painting the room. But that is covered by Mira and gang...
I have not been helping much as I am rather tired. Ok, I am ALWAYS tired. But still....hehe...Malin have been shopping for her barang hantaran la, her room decor. Thanks to Myn, introducing Alya (if I spell the name correctly..hehe), Malin now have her own room interior decorator and inai lady...I am so glad I don't have to design cos, frankly speaking, I think my decor will suck big time. Then there's the catering thing for after Nikah. The solemnization will be small, family and Malin's friends. Since it is not MY wedding, I decided not to invite any of my friends. Cost cutting people!! Haha!!But you guys will be invited to her sanding ok... :)
Hiasan dulang hantaran will be my main thing (i think). Tho, I still think my decoration will suck, I will try my best to do it. It's just hard to do cos I do not have the things physically ready...Macam mane eh?!?!?! So Adek, cepat sikit have all the things so that I can put my rusty mind to work...
So now that I am bored, I better find something for me to do before people complain about me being too free......
Penned on @ 10:56 AM
_Monday, May 11, 2009
I am officially bored at work. With less than 5 emails in my inbox, I pretty much have nothing to do. Heh!
Well, this entry is gonna be a short one. I dreamt of my Dad yesterday. In the dream, he was missing for four years (strange, that's how long he have left us) and then suddenly came back. When I saw him, I greeted him so happily, with arms wide open. He was wearing all black, his favourite colour. I remembered thinking, 'wah~ mahal nye suit'. Hmm. And, what I can't forget is the smile he has on his face. His sweet serene smile. The smile that never fail to make our hearts warm. The smile, that was always present on our birthdays, parents anniversary and any other happy occasions. I hope he is in a happy place.
I miss you so much. How I would want to see your smile again right now, just to make my world more sane.
Penned on @ 11:39 AM
_Sunday, May 10, 2009
This week is hell for me at work. I just realized that at times, no matter how much you love your job, they just don't appreciate you. I dunno what went wrong at work. I dunno why am I feeling this way. But one thing for sure, I know that in 3 years time, if they still have not realized, I may need to look for another job. They switched my place, isolating me from my team mates, they are going to change my customers again, leaving me with something that I have been hating and
giving me something that, according to my superior, it's easy shit! Hall yeah, it's easy shit, but I really think that they think that I am not capable of handling harder tasks. Yeah! My ego is bruised. I cannot believe what I heard the other day. To say it to me face to face is one thing. To say it in front other people, who will be taking my customer, is humiliating. Oh well, what can I do? I was so hurt, I almost cried. Almost. But did not. So yeah.
However, the thing that kept me distracted from my emotions was having Myn's email in my inbox every five minutes. Oh yeah, Monday evening, last minute to Town with Myn to look for Afiq's bdae pressie. Haha! Both of us were wearing heels and by the time we were going back,our feet were killing us. Lucky we were both in a good mood, so yeah. Oh, and thanks for the dinner Myn. Hehe!
After work on Thursday, I met up with Iana and Min for dinner at Simpang. Thanks eh Iana for dinner. Oh, and also to pass the gifts that I bought for them from AMS and LHR. Hope they like it la. I know it's not much, but it's really hard to find something for girls over there. Zul came over a little later and after sitting there for about 4 hours, we left. But not before I vomited whatever I had there. Hehe, but over all, it was nice.
Mother's Day is here again. Oh god, I have not bought anything for my Mom yet. I guess I have to wait for pay day for her present la. Hehe. Well anyway, this entry is for my beloved Mom!
For years and years, Mom have been strong. For the sake of her kids, for her family. She is one of the woman that I have always looked up to besides Oprah Winfrey. Hehe! Now, at the age of 54, my mom is still going strong. Nowadays, she is so full of energy, she put the rest of us to work most of the times. Haha!
Well, the reason behind all this energy, is due to the fact that my sister will be solemnized this July. Soon, my mom will also have the title of Mother-in-Law. Oh Wow! Haha! Well, she will definitely be more energized, dragging me and Mira along. Haha!!
Ibu, I know that behind all the smiles, there is a strain in your eyes,
reflecting your fear of losing us, reflecting your fear of what the future hold.
Trust me when I say this Bu, no matter where I am, no matter how hard headed I
become, I will always find all means, to provide you with a good life. I promise
you that no matter what happen, this family, our family, will stand
still through the end of time. I love you Ibu.
Penned on @ 8:48 PM
