Journey of Life

2009-12-27T01:28:00.002+08:00

It has been so long. Oh well, nothing much to update la. Beginning to think that I should just shut this down. Hmm...

Life as a whole is ok. Mom is getting better, thanks for those who asked! Really appreciate it...

Let's see....Last updated was a month ago!! WOW!!! That long huh? haha...Oh well, life has pretty much been normal..Normal as in ,work, sleep, work and sleep....

Oh yeah, Merry Xmas everyone...A lil bit too late, I know..Sory hor!! I just dun have the mood to type and type...As usual, SBUX had their traditional annual Xmas lunch and gift exchange...This year, I got Joycelin, so I brought her a pair or earrings...Coincidentally, she has the bracelet..Hehe!! So it's all good, now she have a match!! Glad that you like it babe!

Suken got me!! Hahahaha....And I LOVE the presents!!! She got me a utility box and a photo album...But that's not what I love!! I love the fact that all has Marie on it...Who is Marie, you asked? Marie is one of the kitten in Aristocats? Go watch it people!!! She is so adorable!! And the plus point is that Suken wrapped it with The Cat in The Hat movie poster...And she wrote me a nice note, with another cat!!! How much can she know about me!! Hahahha....I love it so much....No wonder she refused to gossip about who got who with me!! FYI Ken, I LOVE YOU!!! The reason why she got me Marie was because back in HKG, I wanted to get at least one Marie cushion in Disneyland, but it was just darn expensive...Heh! Well, my wished came true...Though it wasnt the cushion, I finally have my Marie with me!! WOoHOo!!

So yeah, we had lunch, this time, its not Pizza Hut and KFC...Joycelin and Emi catered the food from somewhere..Rest assure, it's Halal...=) Thanks for putting this into consideration guys!! I love you!!

I dun have any pictures with me, but I'm sure Maz will be upload soon...She's now in KL....And I'm merajoking with her for not asking me to tag along!!! Muahahhaha!!!You better bring home me stuff babe!!

Yeah, so this week, its purely mother and daugther bonding!! Haha!! Went to expo with Mom on Thursday. Mom bought new pillows. I got myself a top and a external hard disk. And bought Mira an Adidas jacket as a birthday present! I spent 200 in just a matter of 2 hours!

Friday was off to NTUC with Mom...We spend like 3 hours in there!! Lama kan!!!We bought lots of stuff!! Hehe!!! Another round spending....This time is a necessity.....

Then, yesterday, we spend like 7 hours at Geylang....and today, we are going Expo again...WOoHOo!!! Money WILL be spent!! I'm so dead....hahaha

Now cannot spend anymore...Need to put aside for hair and Mira's school books. Alhamdullilah, her school books dun cost that much, so I still have extra for me..

Malin's wedding is near, so I need to pick a nice baju for me! Hope to get it soon!! Hehe!!

To those who are invited, please, do come...My family will be so happy to see you there...

Ok la...till next time....

2009-11-29T21:24:00.012+08:00

Aidil Adha was at late granny's. Picture as below. Though most of us are grown up and all, we are still the same old kids inside. It was nice..Comfortable..Not much pictures taken, so here we are. The next day was bowling, dinner and pool with SBUX. This time, it was with warehouse. It's goos, cos we get to know each other better.

=Coffee Bean=

=Mira=

=Mira & Aliff=

=Izyan & Diyani=

=Mira, Liyana & Malin=

=Alya=

=Alya & Anaqi=

=Uncle and Niece=

=Alya & Sheila, latest family member=

=Halimi, Abg Hafiz and his daughter, Alya=

=Orchid Bowl @ Ehub=

=Jessie & Dine=

=Suken, Jessie, Me, Kim, Emyline, Maz, Nesh, Shi Guang=

=Mazzie & Me=

=Nesh giving an opening speech=

=Zujian and Fauzi, latest addition to SBUX family=

=Jessie, Zujian, Fauzi & Me=

=Me in action=

=Emyline got striked (if i get the bowling term correctly)=

=Mine is the pink one=

=Maz so serious=

=The rest of SBUX team in action=

=GM, Dylan in action=

=My teammates, though we lost, we sure did have fun=
=Zujian, Dylan, Jessie, Me & Fauzi=

=2nd Team=

= 3rd Team=

= Winners=

=Happy Family=

=Dinner @ Downtown=

=Nesh & Me=

=Boiling hot=

=Prawns=

= Pool time, I won like 4 times in a row..WOoHOo=

=First one to be trashed by Me=

=Kim, Peter & Me=

=Those who din play pool, just sit there.Haha..no la, they went Arcade=

=2nd one to be beaten by me=

2009-11-27T19:49:00.004+08:00

It took me a while to upload. But better late than never right.

14th Nov 2009 - Azrull and Indah's Wedding.

It was fabulous. Malin and I met Suken and Pei Wen at Bedok MRT station. Along the way, we met Jessie. Reached there and met up with Myn and the rest. All was so well dressed.

Her wedding is more of a chinese stle than Malay. It was very nice and all. I wish the couple forever happiness!!

After that Maz and I went to Simpang and lepak till 2 in the morn! Talked about everything and nothing at all.. Haha!!!

17th Nov 2009 - 2012

DHL treated us to a movie night. It's either 2012 or Paranormal Activity. We decided on 2012.
Most of us went except for Kaori, Pei Wen, Joycelin and Suken.

We had a blast..The story was awesome!! Repent people!!

Ok la...so today is Hari Raya Haji. Salam Aidiladha to all. Picture of today gathering will be uploaded soon la eh...Now no time..

2009-11-06T11:41:00.012+08:00

Mom is feeling better already, Alhamdullilah.

This week has been busy. I was so busy on Monday, due to 3 orders to allocate. By the time I reached home, I was mentally tired. But of cos, surfing the web is always a way to relax for me. Haha! This week, my warehouse partners from China came to town. Finally we can put a face to the voice that we hear over the phone. Edison and Frank, came to SIN for attachment at our warehouse.

So we were introduced and then it was backed to work. Wednesday, had lunch with them @ Simei. I bought the Micro SD card for my new camera…Hehe! Then dinner with them on Wednesday at Tampines 1. Had Japanese food, which, BTW, I dun really fancy…Peter, Aric and Frank only managed to get out of work at 1900. So Edison, Jessie, Pei Wen and I made our way to Tampines first. We were damn early la…Cos Jessie made reservation at 1830. -_-

While waiting, we took some pictures and all. Ended the day @ 2100 with Peter sending me home. It was raining cats and dogs when we left Tampines. Such nice weather.

Yesterday, went to Baba King to have lunch with them. This time, the whole team managed to come. So we had a lot of Peranakan food. From prawns to chicken to fish. I was among one of the first to finish the food. Haha! It’s so nice, and it’s FREE!! Partners decided to treat us. Hehe! But yesterday, I was down with fever. Not really that high la. So I managed to stay strong. But poor Suken was shivering at the end of the day. She is now on MC. Get well soon babe!! After lunch, we slowly made our way back to the office. I bumped into an old fren, Eiz. Long time no see her. Exchanged number and back to work. Got home, changed and straight to bed for me. So yeah, I slept from 1900 all the way to 0700 today. 12 hours of sleep. Heee! Suke aku!!

Today, here I am at work, with a few things to do and waiting for the day to be over. So can’t wait. In the meantime, pictures below. Will u/I in FB soon.

2009-10-29T16:57:00.001+08:00

Last updated was some time ago. Guess my life is officially a bore!

Well not much of a bore, but a lot of stressing turns along the journey. See, beginning of this month, my mom decided to go for her op that she have long postpone. When she told us that it’s time for the op, my heart dropped. I was scare all over again. You see, when my dad passed away, it’s not due to the op. The op was a success. It was the after the op that his health started to go down the drain. So naturally, I was scare.

It happened last week, my panic attack. Mom was admitted on Thursday. I had to leave for work while she was still doing her MRI scan. I didn’t get to say goodbye. So off I went, thinking whatever possibilities that could happen on the operation table the next day. I could barely concentrate at work. Right after work, I dashed to KK. When I say dash, I meant took the bus, which was like 10000000 years la. When I reached, my mom was already on the bed, looking pretty calm for someone who was gonna be cut up in 12 hours. We chatted, she reminded me to feed Boon, clean the house and what’s not. It broke my heart to leave her alone at the hospital.

When I reached home, the panic attack came. I immediately texted Peter and told him that what time is the op and that I would like to be there before my mom was wheeled in. You see, I only applied for afternoon half day leave as I didn’t know what time was the op. The op was at 11am and I was left hanging. So I asked Peter if I could leave at 10am so that I can rush to the hospital to see my mom. Then come back around 1130 and stay at work until 3pm then rushed to the hospital again. He told me to just leave at 10 am and stay at the hospital.

I’m not trying to be modest at that point of time la, but I felt bad that I took half day and ended up working only for 1 and half hours instead of 4. Not fair right? So I told Peter that I was so torn apart, that it’s driving me crazy. Being a sweet boss and a human being that he is, he immediately called me and told me not to worry. He laid out the plan, asked me to come to work as usual, clear whatever I had, and leave at 930. He will drive me to KK. Now people, tell me, where in the world can you get a boss as sweet as Peter? He told me that this is an exceptional case and family will always be number one, no matter what.

And so, the next day, I went to work as normal. He came up to talk to Suken and Aric about my situation and they agreed to let me go. See? My colleagues are the best! They totally understand what I was going through and they are very nice!!

BUT…..My mom called and said that the op was rescheduled to 9 am and she will be wheeled in soon. I was pissed! There was no way that I can get to see my mom. She called me only 5 mins to 9am.

So, I called Peter and explained to him the new situation. He was sorry that I did not get to see my mom. What can I do? So I stayed till lunch and took cab, thinking that Mom will be out by 2. But no! I had to wait and wait until 4 plus, then she was out.

She was conscious when they brought her back (in one piece, Alhamdullilah). It turned out that she was conscious all along, even through the op. Ok; I cannot elaborate on the op that much here. She will be pissed. Well, anyway, the main thing is that everything is well.

So over the weekend, I was running here and there. Thank you for all who came to visit, who called and for the Get Well hampers. It made my mom smile. And that’s all that counts.

Life for me personally has been normal. Work, go back, face the laptop for god knows how many hours, then sleep. It has become a routine and I am just passing through the motions. -_-

Things to look forward to, simpang session with Maz. And with Iana and Myn, if we plan it soon. Oooh! And Indah’s wedding. It’s gonna be at Orchid Country Club and I am still figuring out what to put on. Hmmm…No worries, I’ll think of something la. Oh yeah, 17-Nov, DHL will be having a Movie Nite. We will be watching 2012. Been a while since I’ve watched a movie. Last was The Proposal, which was about 2 months back! Lama kan!!Haha!!

Oh yeah! I recently spoke to a friend of mine. He has now become a she. Well, we have always known that he very girly back in school. And now that I found that she is now a she, well, I’m not that surprised. Hehe!! She just got hitched like last week! Congrats babe! Still love you no matter what. Spoke to her on the phone, and we exchanged life stories and such. It has been such a long time; she didn’t even know that my father has passed. So sorry babe, I just didn't know how to contact you at that time.

Now, I know a lot of people shun away from these types of people. But they are people too kan? I’m not judging. People have their own opinions and I respect that. But when I hear her sad endeavors, I feel that even people don’t like them, the least that people can do is to walk away quietly and not make faces, point and gasp. Even I don’t like certain stuff about people, but I don’t make faces and all. Basic courtesy people!

Ok la. Da penat ni….waiting for time to balek and see how Mom is doing!

2009-10-18T10:49:00.005+08:00

This is what we did in yesterday night...haha....PS 2....my new addiction...well not really new...but Nassier added the fun cos I'm bored playing with Mira and Malin....And I think they are bored with me too.....hahahaha.....

=Nassier, waiting patiently for his turn while Malin and Mira trashed each other out via Mortal Kombat=

=Winner waiting for her next victim=

=Malin blaming Nassier for distracting her=

=At last, the boy had his turn=

=Malin watching me playing=

=We sisters watching Mira and Nassier in combat=

=Taking a break=

=Mira engrossed in Mortal Kombat=

=Nassier engrossed in combat=

=Malin smiling her wicked smile=

=My turn=

=Non-stop=

2009-10-10T21:57:00.003+08:00

Congrats to Abg Faiz and Sheila.

The wedding was a simple wedding at Royal Plaza on Scotts. All parents were invited for the solemnization whereas we cousins were invited for the 3 o'clock feast.

Reached there and waited for the bride and groom. Then it was lunch.

I want my wedding to be as simple as that...If I'm gonna have a wedding la...hahhahaa...

Pictures on FB

2009-10-08T10:02:00.001+08:00

Here I am at work, blogging. Haha!

Hari Raya is coming to an end soon. This year is not as fun as previous years. I think I already mentioned that. Oh well…..

After the Jalan Raya with the Jayans, we met up again on Monday for a game of pool. I was the first one to arrive Parkway. Nonsense kan! I am the girl and I ended up being earlier than the bunch of boys. Fazli came next and we went to dinner. I was famished. Caught up with Fazli with the present and then met Aziz and Yusof. Han was on the last to arrive. Lambat nah! So we started off without him.

So we had fun, playing pool, knocking the boys legs with the cue (somehow I ended up banging their shin instead of their calf). And of course, I manage to beat each one in one game. Ended the session with teh and kopi at the nearby kedai kopi. Since Fazli and Yusof have their own transportation, me and Han had to take the public transport as Han do not have the car that day. Aziz lived nearby to Yusof, so they took off together.

As for the rest of the days, it was mellow. During the weekend, we went to Pak Beh’s for Raya. As usual, there will always be food. I had 4 helpings of Nasi Lemak. What to do! Syiok!!! After sitting there for about 2 to 3 hours, we decided to head home.

Sunday went to Courts to get new lappy, and new bedroom set for mom. Oh yeah, then Fahmy came home, me, Mira and Fahmy decided to play Monoploy. Haha…We played till 130am and called it quits..Tips! do not play with Fahmy, he will turn you into a bankrupt. Mira had to put most of her lands to mortgage so that she can pay to Fahmy. I got lucky everytime. I keep on missing Fahmy’s land by 1 or 3 spaces. Haha!!

Ok so, on Monday morning, I looked like hell coming to work. So so tired! Tot that when I get home, I can sleep, but no….I slept only for a while, then I woke up and continue watching desperate housewives on DVD. Gatal…Fell asleep only at 3am.

Then….Tuesday was lepak session with Maz. We went to Paya Lebar to collect her make up and then took a cab straight to Courts at Tamp…to collect my new laptop….When we reached there, they said we can’t, cos it’s not under my name…Stupid salesman who sold us was not at work that day. I won’t go there if he had given my mom correct instructions.

He told my mom to get me to look for his friend, this another stupid guy. Then ask his friend to give him a call, he’ll explain and then his friend can release the goods to me. Then this guy being as cheeky as he was, layan mcm kawan2 pulak…Yeah yeah, I know that you are good looking la, but I’m still your customer, so you should still be professional about it. I hated the way he talked to me like as though I am some chick that he’s picking at a bar…So I told him that I didn’t wanna waste my time, come there again so arrange a delivery to my home by Friday. Then….I walked off! I was fuming all the way in the cab to Simpang…..

By the time we reached Simpang, I had calmed down a bit. So we had dinner and about an hour into sitting there, Sam called, wanting to meet up. So she came. It’s been like half a year since I’ve seen her….Missed you la dok!! She ordered prata tissue, which, before it came, she offered to share and me and Maz said no cos we are too full…But when it came, the chocolate fudge smell is SO heavenly, I keep taking it from Sam…hahahaha…sorry hor! Just can’t stand it….

All of us caught up with whatever that has happen and all…Then suddenly, this pakcik came with brownie and ice cream…So all of us was like, ‘er pakcik, kite tak order’. Then the pakcik smile and said, ‘tau, budak spize blanja’ Haha….You should see our 3 faces…We din know what to do..So Sam called the waiter and ask if he could find out who gave us this…A few minutes later, ha came back and said that it was from his manager…So sweet! So I told him to say Thanks to the manager la….Boleh pulak sumbat Brownie tu…padahal, we were so full (I had sausage cabonara; Maz had Roti John and we shared Cheese Fries for dinner). Hahahaha..

Session ended at 1am…Got home, and slept the moment my head hit the pillow….

Yesterday went to interchange with Amira awhile to look for MP3. She wanted a new one…But Bedok simply do not have a lot of choices….So we went home with Bubble Tea aje….I told her to think about it first before buying…I was so tired I din even have dinner…Change and straight to bed….So sleepy….

So now, even though I have slept for more than 10 hours, I am still sleepy….Wish me well ppl….

2009-09-28T00:30:00.007+08:00

Well, Hari Raya wasn't as meriah as last time. We don't gather at Granny's place like we used to.

Frankly, my raya outing only started on Friday. And the weird part was that it wasn't with family. It was with my primary school mates that I have not seen for more than 10 years! Haha!!

Thanks Han and Fazli for inviting me...Lucky Han drive, kalau tak tercabot my legs. Attended the outing was Han, Fazli, Aziz, Yusof, Izwadi and me. Cannot believe they remembered me. And they embarrassig part was that, their moms remembered me as well!! Haha!!! And so, we ended the day at 3am, feeling very tired but happy.

On Saturday, I went to Pak Dok's and Mak Chu's. Only 2 houses, and I was alrady exshauted. Penat sey!!!

Today, it was only Mak Cha's. Then reached home around 6 plus, and Pak Beh's family was the first to come, followed by Abg Hafiz and Family, Jaja and Rafique. Zain and Alya is so adorable!!

I have no pictures of them yet, so I'll just post my school mates pics first ok. The rest will be uploaded soon!!

Sweet dreams ppl!!

=Yusuf's place=

=enjoying Shepard's Pie=

=First formal photo taken after more than 10 years=

=Aziz and our driver, Han=

=Han, Izwadi and me @ Aziz's=

=Fazli, Yusof and Aziz=

=Aziz, Izwadi, Fazli, Han and me=

=Han, Aziz and Izwadi=

=Fazli and Han's fingers=

=Me=

=Aziz, Han and me=

=Yusof, Me, Han, Aziz, Izwadi and Faz @ Izwadi's=

=Han and Yusof testing Faz's bike=

=Aziz and me playing congkak @ Han's=

=Han decided to butt in=

=Han and Izwadi=

=Fazli looking right at home=

=All of us at my place=

=The clock showing the time we reached Woodlands, Faz's=

=Me and Aziz=

=Yusof and me=

=Last pic of the day=

2009-09-20T20:03:00.000+08:00

2009-09-05T16:29:00.017+08:00

Ok so I'm back in SIN..BOOHOO!!!

The trip to HKG was fun. I couldn't sleep the day before. So when finally dozed off, Mom woke me up and I realized it was 415 am. I slept a fitful half hour. Damn! Rushed like crazy. On thw ay to Sheng Shong (cos I couldn't get a cab at my block), I stepped into a puddle of water. It was drizzling. After about 10 mins, I got a cab and went to Terminal 3. Got there at around 5 am, just to find out that I was the first one to reach. Damn! All the rushing for nothing.

But I din have to wait long. Kaori came along with Allan, then Maz. Had t wait for Maz outside, cos she did not bring cash to pay the cab..Hahaha!!!Itu la, depend sgt on card kan!! Padan muke kau...hauhauhau....Well, anyway, we checked in and waited for Jessie, who overslept and came only like half hour later. She kept on saying sorry. Hey, as long as we din miss the flight, we good right. Had breakfast and then we went into the departure hall. We almost miss the flight. Did I tell you that Kaori sprain her knee 2 days before the trip? Well, yeah she did. And the mistake was to go to the loo before going to the gate. Aric took so long in the loo. We had to run to the gate, the SATS people already shouting at us to be quick. And Aric was still not there. When we were about to board, then we saw him, still geleking to the gate. Was so slow, I called him, screaming at him, then he ran. Lembab giler la si Aric. And so, we got in safely.

4 hours in the air. By the time we reached HKG, it was almost 12 noon. I tell you, the first thing that hit us was the humidity of HKG. Within a few moments, we were sweating. We took the express train to the normal train. then we took the normal train to the taxi stand in HKG. Then we took cab to Novotel Century in WanChai.We reached, took a while to check in and then it was off to lunch.After that, we walked to over to SBUX, which, BTW, is just a few blocks away from the hotel. We met up with SBUX planners and chatted with them. Very friendly people. Gave them gifts and had a few chat chat for another hour...Then we went back to hotel to chill awhile. When I was looking outside the window, I realized that I was facing SBUX office...Hahaha....Ok, then I fell aleep. Man, Peter was mad...Sorry hor boss...Then we went to dinner with SBUX. It was fun talking and hanging around with them.Then it was night market. Nothing much there, so w din take much pics...Got back to the hotel at around 12. then lepak sana sini in the room, baru sleep. Penat ok! I was so tired, I dozed off in the bathtub...hahaha....

On the 2nd day, we went off at 7 am in the morning to go to the mountains to visit the Big Buddha. I had no idea what to expect. It was a surprise, to see the Buddha on top of the mountain. It's so big. So of cos, we took pictures.Since it only open at 10, we decided to walk2 around the area. Soon after, it was time to go back to see the Buddha. While the rest walked up to the temple, me, Maz and Janet, sat at a nearby place and chatted away. I fell asleep soon after..Hehe! I woke up, and about 15 mins later, Dylan and Serene came down, followed by Joycelin and the rest. We then walked to the vegetarian restaurant to eat. Gasak la...By the time we are done, we jalan2 at Ngong Ping Village..Alot of gift shops..But not much that states HKG...So I decided not to buy...

Then it was off to DISNEYLAND!!!!WOoHOo!!1 No need to act cool and say, Disneyland are for kids ok....You adults will also wanna go there again once you step in there...We were like kids all over again. Tryin to decide which ride to take and all. It was so hot, but we didn't care. Haha! We had fun. I was so tired, I almost made the biggest mistake of my life. That is not to stay for the fireworks. Well, I did and I'm glad I did. Then it was dinner and back to the hotel.

The third day was free and easy. We slept in till about 9 and went for breakfast, this time at the hotel. Took some pictures and got ready to go shopping. Din shop much la. Everything is almost the same as SIN, so I din want to get anything. Just some Tees and souveniors for people in SIN.

Then we rushed back to the hotel to take the coach to Airport. Pictures in Facebook.

= Us departing =

= Me in HKG waiting for the train =

=Kaori, Jessie, Maz& Me =

=NovotelCentury Hong Kong Hotel =

= Lunch @ Wing Wah Restaurat =

= OTW to Starbucks Office =

= View from Starbucks Office =

= Back Row: Emi, Yukie, Nancy, Tony & Aric =
= Front Row: Suken, Jessie, Joycelin, Dine, Kaori, Me & Maz =

= Back Row: Nesh, Tony, Dine, Joycelin, Aric, Willie =
= Front Row: Emi, Kaori, Jessir, Me, Maz, Suken, Yukie, Nancy =

= Wonderful Planners, Tony, Yukie and Nancy =

= Me and Suken @ Big Buddha =

=Big Buddha saying Hi =

=Ngong Ping Village near Big Buddha =

= Train to Disneyland =

= Entrance of Disneyland =

= Me and my favourite character of all times, Ariel =

= Fountain behind us, Mickey goes up and down surfing =

= Pass to enter Disneyland, mine is of cos, the Itik =

= After entering, behind is the train station, which will bring you around Disneyland =

= Me on Cinderella's Carousel =

= I just love this picture of us =

= we took this ride 3 times!! =

= Fireworks starting =

= lovely =

= you should have been there =

= maz, nesh and me =

= dinner @ Disneyland itself =

= going back home =

= the ones sitting opp us =

= breakfast on the last day =

= lift =

= wrong place to take picture, the sign board states "Old Folks Home" CRAP =

= The right place to take picture la. I don't have to state what the sign board means kan? =

= At one of the shopping centre, after taking this pic, we kena scold, no pictures please! Too late biatch!! =

= Halal Restaurant. But got beer. Weird kan? =

= Fries and lamb strips covered in Mayo, Cheese and Wasabe. SLURP!! =

= Me, waiting to dig into this stuff =

= Reached the Airport and was tired, even though I slept OTW there =

= Aric and Maz =

= Jessie, Me and Kaori, all waiting to check in =

= Boarding Pass =

= Shopping time =

= Our last meal in HKG, Popeye's. It's halal. I wasn't expecting that =

= we were rushing to the gate =

= and yet, there is always time for a picture or two =

= Final Call =

= flying off soon =

= the same faces that flew off with me at 640 am from SIN =

= the meal on air, it sucked, I only enjoyed the chips and coffee =

2009-08-27T19:13:00.000+08:00

Less than 12 hours to go!!!!

WOoHOo!!!

2009-08-22T12:00:00.013+08:00

Okay, so I have not been updating for 3 weeks…Sorry!!

Very Rojak post. Please try to keep up! Hehe…

End of July, I was on leave for 2 days straight so I will be able to help Malin prepare for her solemnization. Penat ok! Melayan makcik2 with all the superstitious and all. Nonsense la!! So penat layan them. *Deep Breath*

Ok. Putting that aside, everything went well, Alhamdulillah. To have such a big family is good. It seems very festive! Hehe! One by one they came and brought a gift to either give the man’s side or for Malin herself. I had to do a lot of arranging. But thank God, there were a lot of helping hands. Jaja, Liyana, Mira……

The day before the wedding, more people came to see the bride to be. Malin was pretty calm for a bride. Haha! And so, her hantaran came and all, beautifully decorated in purple and gold, as her room. We were all put to work, mostly cleaning up the house, decided the right curtains for the occasion. The makcik2s, were stationed in the kitchen, cooking and all.

2 nights straight I wasn’t able to sleep properly. Every possible wrong things that could happen ran through my head. And by the time I dozed off, I was awakened by Mon, asking to wake up. Ish! Never mind that. Hehe!

The day arrived and almost my whole family was there. Of cos, there were those who just think that they were too much of a ‘high-and-above’ person, didn’t bother to come or even text any one of us. Won’t mentioned names, but they know who they are. But I didn’t really care at that point of time. Because this is my sister’s solemnization and we do not need any ‘high-and-mighty’ people to sebok2 ask this and ask that…..

By 8pm, we were on the way to Masjid Istighfar at Pasir Ris. I took a ride with Erwin, my gemok brother. He was the saksi and wali to my sister, and insya’allah, to me and Mira as well. =) Oh well, we reached and Malin went up. Kak Jaja was with her the whole time, the ‘Mak Andam’. Haha…I’m glad it wasn’t me. It’s my sister big day. I do not want any attention at all. When I say attention, I mean, makcik2s pin pointing and saying, ‘oh ni kakak amalina yg belom kawin eh’ Heh! So I left the job to Kak Jaja, who is already happily married, BTW. So yeah, I had my free time to roam about and mingle with everyone.

The moment everyone was waiting for, the groom. Fahmy, dressed in traditional Arabian robe, came into the room and was seated in front of Malin, his back facing her. I wanted to burst out with laughter as I have never seen Fahmy in anything else besides Tee and Jeans. So its really weird la!! Hahaha…But things got serious as the solemnization got nearer.

After Fahmy and Malin’s party exchanged words, the solemnization begun. With lafaz of only 2 times, Fahmy and Malin is officially married. Hehe! My small sister is such a grown up. And I swear, this is the first time I see her not fidgeting or making funny faces to everyone. Haha!!

Then it was makan2 time. There were Briyani, ayam merah and all. Typical Food for Majlis like this la. I have to serve Erwin as he is too damn gemok to go and take it himself. Oh Well, laziness truly run in our blood!! Haha!!

Then it was home sweet home. But while everyone went home, me and Erwin decided to ‘run away’ for a while and talk. All in all, I am glad that he came and be a part of this whole ceremony. I am glad thar after all this while, he still remembers us and the fact that he did not shun us away is quite a lot to take. Hehe! I’ll always love both of my stoopid brothers and both of my beautiful sisters. Got back around 12 and there were still so many ppl around!! Hehe!! How I wished they’d all stayed longer. But no sad, this will happen again, WOoHOo!!!

A week after Malin and Fahmy’s solemnization (or is it 2 weeks??), my customer from JKT, Wulan came to SIN. She was with her sister, Sumi. So on Friday, me and Maz headed to Town to meet them. We had dinner at Sakura at Far East. We talked about work and it turned out that Sumi knew my former colleagues in JKT, DPEX. Such a small world!! Dinner was full of laughter and jokes. Of cos, we did not forget to bitch about a few ppl that I dun like over at JKT. Haha!!!!

After dinner we walk2 at Ordchard Ion. My virgin trip. It’s damn big la. Accompanied Wulan and her sister shopping. Then it was time to lepak at Starbucks. We had to wait for like 20 minutes before we are able to get a seat. So while lepaking, we exchange cultures amd stories. I so wanna go JKT this year. Hopefully end of this year….Me and Maz…Anybody else wanna join?? Let me know ok…..

After about almost 3 hours at Starbucks, we decided to cal it a night. Wulan and Sumi invited us over to their apartment, which is actually Lucky Plaza apartment. Very cool place. Normal la actually. But usually kan, ppl stay in hotel, this is an apartment, so lain sikit. Very cheap. I loike!!!!! So we chilled there for like an hour, then baru balek! Haha…Thought it was gonna be awkward between us, but it’s not. So glad that it wasn’t. Haha….

Okok…..One more story before ending…..I am going to HKG this Friday!! WOoHOo….My beloved (ahem!!) customer, have decided to gie us a treat after working for so long…Haha! So, the whole team will be there. Well, the whole team except for PeiWen and Indah, since they manage local. Poor you guys! Neh mind, I’ll get u guys something okies!!!

Oh yeah, one more, Ramadhan is back again. And, Alhamdulillah, everything is going well!!! I made it through the fourth day already. WOoHOo!!!

The first day, Mom cooked Nasi Lemak!! Syiokness!! Since Malin and Fahmy break fst at the other side and Mira can’t fast, only me and Mom was enjoying the Syiokness!! We finished almost everyhitng.. Hehe! No la…Mom cooked little, knowing that Malin and Fahmy won’t be here to break fast, so she cooked little.

2nd day was beef steak, eggs, wedges and rice. Double Syoikness!!! You can eat it with rice, or with bread. Or just like that….I ate with rice,then ate it just like that….Haha!!! This time Malin and Fahmy was there. But not Mira. No!! She did not go to her in –laws!! HAhahaahha!!! Oklame…she, Nur Amira, my babi, eh salah!! BABY sister, is now working!!! Hahahahahaha….Part time aje during Ramadhan la. Nak cari duit lebih, cari la….But remember eh Mira, your grades drop, you watch out!!! So people, go find her at TKC ok!!!

Yesterday, since it was the first day of working kan, scare Mom will be too tired to cook. So, I made reservation at Pastamania. I knew my Mom have wanted to try it ever since it went Halal. So I made reservation. Alhamdulillah, she love it. I had my usual, Creamy Chicken, Mira, her all time favourite, Beef Lasagna and mom Arabiata, this spicy tomato sauce with choice of Pasta. After that we jalan2 at Tmapines Mall and I bought Shoes. Oh yeah, Mira bough shoes too and leggings too!!! Betol nye cekik duit eh kau!!!

Then it was home. About an hour later, Malin and Fahmy came home, bringing home the photos and videos. I loike!! Especially the MTV and Behind th Scene….Funny la these 2 gundus…Hahahaha!!! Fahmy was so paisey, he stayed in the room the whole while…Hehe……

Then………………….I fell asleep after literally getting high on cigarettes!! Haha!! Ape tak, more than 12 hours of withdrawing toxic from my bdoy!!

Ok la, da penat type!!!

2009-07-29T10:52:00.011+08:00

Last day of the week at work! WOoHOo!

Last week was a bore at work. Almost every day, when I reached home, I will sleep for a while and then I will wake up again. This happens every week, Tuesday to Thursday. Why? Because of Wentworth Miller and Gang. Prison Break la! Well, last week was the last few episodes of Season 4. I still cannot believe that they did not let the character, Michael Scofield live on. Damn! As much as I hate to feel any emotions whirling in me, I can’t help but feel sad for Michael Scofield. He had everything ahead of him. And yet, he had to die. Kesian kan!! Facts of life.

=Harry Potter and The Half Blood Prince=

Last Friday, Kaori, Mira and I finally watched Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince. It was ok. Without the humour of Ron, the movie would be a bit dead. And they cut a lot of details and scenes from the book. Cannot blame them though, the book is almost 900 pages long!! Before the movie me and Kaori had an early dinner at Pastamania and talk about stuff. Now that I am sitting 2 seats in front of her, we hardly talk anymore and it sucked! On Friday itself, I only spoke to her in the afternoon around 2 plus. Which is very weird, because we always talk non stop. So we took the chance over dinner to talk and talk and talk…Haha! Then met up with Mira and we went to watch the movie.

After Movie, it is home sweet home. I didn’t realized that I was very very tired. Heh!

Saturday, Mira had a slight fever. So I played nurse. Hehe! Ok, More like nurse with hangover. I was still very very sleepy. But I forced myself up and did some housework. Was hanging the clothes to dry when Mom came home. Must be wondering why I am so rajin right? Haha…Cos I had a show to watch in the evening. Went with Myn, Adek, Farhan and Kina. It’s called Gelora Jiwa Remaja. Nani acting, so I figured, why not? Rather than stay at home whole day, I might as well hang out.

=Gelora Jiwa Remaja=

The show was awesome la! Nani’s mentelness was so good! Haha! And Babe, now I know how you would dance when you are out clubbing! Huahuahahaua!!! But she’s good.
Well anyway, the show started at around 8pm. It was in a black small room. Like a bedroom, except that instead of bedroom stuff, you’ll find platforms and chairs. The other side of the room was so called the stage. There were 6 characters; all of them played their part well. It’s so darn good that I’ll be sure to catch more of their shows.

After the show, we walked to Lido, with every intention of getting a place at McCafe. However, as you know, it was a Saturday, so full house. So we walk slowly to Starbucks. Lucky me, I have my Starbucks Card with me. So it was 20% off for everything we bought. Even though I wasn’t family, Myn’s cousins are all very friendly to me. Very nice people. And! OMG, Kina can really talk non-stop. There was once I had to hesitate to put my bag beside Kina. Cos in order to do that, I have to ask her to help me do it. But I just could’nt find a right timing to interrupt her. She just talked non stop. I’m not complaining. Just amazed that she can talk non-stop. Farhan entertained us with all of his Army stories. Mostly hilarious stories. After much talking and filled with caffeine and chocolate, we made our way home. I sent Myn and Adek, then Kina home. Well, not exactly home for Kina, she went to Simpang. Man, the cab fare was sky rocket la!! Hahaha….

Then it was home sweet home for me. At 2 am, I came home, to find Malin and Mira hilariously laughing at a Chinese scary comedy that they just finished watching. Feels nice to see my 2 younger sisters, acting so childishly and laughing over something together.

=Me, Myn & Kina=

=Me and Adek=

=Farhan, Adek, Nani (star of the show), Me, Myn & Kina=

=Me & Myn=

=Adek, Kina & Me=

Sunday was even rabak for me. I just couldn’t seem to get up. Haha!

This Friday, Malin is getting solemnized. It just seemed like yesterday I was still playing Barbie dolls with her. She have grown up so much and yet, still a baby. I hope her new chapter of life will be filled with colours so bright that, no matter what happen, good or bad, she will smile at each day when she look back. Love you Adek.

2009-07-18T20:02:00.002+08:00

Been a while.

Life has been quite peaceful, yet unnerving. Heh! For the past few weeks, God was very indecisive if He wants it to be hot or cold. So he ended up giving us a little bit of both. Not complaining though. I was in the air con most of the time. Haha!

Life at work is quite.....normal...I have changed to a new seat..This time it is really up front. And the worse is that, every time I look up, I see the door of my GM, Dylan. This, though not a big issue, can be quite unsettling. Oh yeah, Peter is back up on level three, which is actually cool la. But a bit scary too. I mean, you manager sitting behind you. It's like under 24 hour surveillance. But whatever, for what it's worth, Peter is cool most of the time.

These past few weeks, my family, Malin in particular, have been busy with preparing for her solemnization. Everything is almost ready. Only the house needs to be clean up. I am just plain lazy right now to do that. I have a lot on my mind..Mostly about my financial arrangement. I still gotta work out on how much can I spend this month, and still have enough for until next pay day. Usually, I have no problem at all with my finance. Just that this month, I gotta fork out about 400 for my lappy. Motherboard has decided to die on me early this month. That, is like end of the world for me. So now, I gotta depend on my first baby, the comp. No offense to the comp, but I just prefer lying down while facing any kind of LCD. Hehe! Don't they have GSS for motherboards?

Last week, we went to an impromptu drinking session with Dylan. Attended the session was Peter, Kaori, Suken, Jessie and of cos, the lovely me. Heh! I wanted to go because I wanted to play pool badly. Haha! It was not a good game la... Dylan cheated to let me win, which I did not by the way. Which is really not fair. I prefer to play a fair game. But of course, since that was the only time I was close to Dylan, I rather not be the egoistic bitch who pull a long face in front of her boss's boss! So I just kept quiet la. Cannot do much..Oh yeah, Malin bought for me my Coach wristlet, at last. Been waiting too long for it. Hehe! Had a hard time choosing it though. But it's nice.

This week, as usual, work was OK. I so wanted to watch Harry Potter, but it was fully booked. So...whoever watched it already, please do not tell me. I wanna watch it. We'll just have to wait la eh....Lunch during work is more flexible, now that the ban has been lifted. We went to Simei, and Tampines. But came back a little too late. So next week, we will have to behave..Or the ban will be resumed. Nah, Peter did not say that, but I'm sure if we continue, he will say it!

Early this morning, I forsake my late wake up and woke up at 7am. Why? Because Mom, sisters and me went to visit Bapak and Nenek. Been a while. We engaged Pak Beh to drive us there. Alhamdullilah, their graves are well kept. We went and clean up a bit more. I missed both of them so much. It seemed only yesterday, that I can still hear their laughter. You know, every time I'm there, I will feel.......sober....I don't have an exact word for it. It always seem to hit me real hard, that in 20 or 40 years, or even shorter, it will be me in there, answering to all my dosas and wrong doings. It scares the hell out of me. Don't frown, I am sure, you all are scare too of the retributions. I am pass afraid of dying. But I am afraid of not being able to answer to alot of the questions that will be asked. Hmm... I think it's time to go to blajar ugama again. Soon, Insyaállah.

On a brighter note, fasting month is coming. And I want to stay focus on fasting. That means, cutting down on cigarettes starting now. So that when fasting month comes, I will be able to take it. And during fasting month, there will be an event, whereby, Insyaállah, I will be present for. I can't go into details now. But everything is pretty much confirm and I hope to have a blast. WOoHOo!!!

OK. One more thing before I finish. I am thinking of deleting my multiply and friendster. What do you guys think?

2009-07-04T00:21:00.007+08:00

=Margate, Kent=

=London Bridge=

=London Eye=

=Victoria, London=

=Harrods=

=Margate Station=

=Broadstairs, Kent=

=Hawley Square, Margate=

=Heeren Station, Amsterdam=

=Heeren, Amsterdam=

=Antwerp, Germany=

=Volendam Fishing Village, Amsterdam=

=Kuekenhof, Botanical Garden, Amsterdam=

=Kuekenhof, Botanical Garden, Greenhouse, Amsterdam=

=The Delft, Pottery Factory, Amsterdam=

Some pictures from Amsterdam and London. I miss the place!! :(

2009-06-21T15:07:00.002+08:00

Pretty much bored at home so I decided to blog again. Heh!

Work has been alright. Though someone complained to my boss that I put on my make up at my desk. The person who complained about me maybe is too free la eh. Weird that person only complained about me, cos other people also make up at their desk la. Cheh! I dunno why people bother so much about me. First it was the Internet, then it my make up. Dunno what else la later he/she would notice.

Whatever.

This week I had an impromptu dinner with Iana and Myn on Monday. Been awhile since we have done that, so it was good to see them. As usual, it was at Simpang. As usual, talking cock and all. Haha! Had a great time with them. Ended the dinner at around 9 and Iana send us home.

The next, after work, I made my way to Jaja's house. Did I mentioned? Jaja have moved in into her house at Tampines, right next to her mother. And so, she cooked dinner for me. She made cereal prawn, which was heavenly, I tell you. Very pedas, Myn, I think you'll love it babe! And her fish sliced soup was a success. She had some broccoli too, but that, I did not touch. Haha! Thanks Jaja for the dinner. It was very very delicious. Then on, bitching session starts. Haha! Watch TV and all. Left her place at almost 10 and straight home.

Wednesday and mellow.

Thursday I came home to four teenage boys, a teenage girl sprawled in my living room. Mira had a friends, Nassier, Zai, Hafique and Aidil to paint Malin's bridal room. So I came home to spot check. Found a few spots that needs touching up. So after dinner they touched up here and there. By the time they finished the walls, it was already late. I slept with them still up and about and whispering loudly. Haha. They did a pretty good job.

I was on leave on Friday, to supervise them painting Malin's room ceiling. By the time they woke up, it was almost noon. They already had early breakfast at 6am that Ibu cooked for them. So I was given some time to cook while they paint the ceiling. And oh, to wash the toilet door. Break was every now and then. By 4, I finished cooking. Sweet sour prawns and hotdogs, scrambled eggs with bacon. Thank god they ate it. By the time they finished eating, I made them washed the room. By the time they finished washing the room and dry it, it was already evening and they still have the living room to do. So they moved all the furniture and stuff in Malin's room, careful not to lean anything on the freshly painted walls. Then they started on the ceiling. Evey thing took about 3 hours to finished. By 11, everything was done and all of us took turns to shower. Ibu brought us to Simpang for late dinner. Haha! All of them was very entertaining. Funny boys. Then it was home sweet home and we all went to bed around 4 am. Well, it was 6 am for the boys and Mira la.

Yesterday was a rushing one. We had to do the kitchen fast. Uncle Is came again to drill the room again, with Anaqi, Aliff and Mak Chu. The boys were polite and tried to get Anaqi's attention. Anaqi just stared at them. Haha. After doing the kitchen, bit by bit they started to clean up. Hafique left early for Silat, followed by Aidil as the mother wanted him home early. So Zai and Nassier pretty much clean up the house. After much cleaning, they washed up and all and they decided to go home the night itself. So we gave them they money, 30 bucks each. Not much la, but 4 kepala da 120 jgk kan......

I tell you, been a long time since I have so much noise in my house. But they are great boys. Naughty as usual, loud as usual but they get the things done. So I'm happy. They are invited to Malin's solemnization, so hopefully, they will be here when the day comes.

Today, my house is so quiet, without them around. Heh! Truth to be told, I missed them already. Haha! Ok la. Not really a hectic week, but tiring enough. And 2moro, back to work!!

ARGH!!!!!!!

2009-06-21T09:35:00.002+08:00

I had a dream of my dad last night. It was Hari Raya, and he was driving with us in car for Hari Raya jalan2. He looked very clam in my dream, like how he would have looked if he is still alive today. The moment I opened my eyes today, I realized, today is Father's Day. And I do not have my Father next to me. If he is still alive, most probably, he would have call each of us, and make us wish Happy Father's Day to him. Heh! That's my dad.

Though it has been almost 4 years that he has left us, I could still feel the warmth of his laughter whenever I think of him. It's like he is always where I am, watching over me. It saddens me to think that, while everyone with a father would go out to celebrate Father's Day today, my family will just be sitting at home, doing business as usual.

If my dad were to be alive today, this is what I would have done.

wake up super early to wish him Happy Father's day, kissing him on the cheek
while he is away at work, I would drag Mira to buy a Father's Day cake and a nice brown wallet
that I always thought I would buy for him. Wrapped it up nicely.
Mom would cook his favourite, sotong hitam and kangkong belacan. Of course, there will be other dishes too
everything will be laid on the dining table, waiting for him to come home.
When he get home, we would all wish him Happy Father's Day. I could imagine the happiness radiating through his entire body.
Then we would all have dinner. And that is when I Mira and Malin would have given the present that we bought for him.

Knowing my father, he would straight away use the wallet. He likes new stuff. Haha. Sigh.....This is a dream that will only remain as a dream.

Bapak, Happy Father's Day. I am hoping against hope that I
could celebrate with you, but I knew that is never gonna happen. As a kid, I
have never proven to you how capable I was. I was stubborn and hard headed. I
never thought, even till now, you won't be here to see us going through adult
hood. Ibu, as usual is doing her best as a mother. Malin will be getting
solemnized in a month's time. And Mira, she is growing up too fast. But I know,
you will forever see us as your little kids. I have missed you so much for the
past 4 years. There were times that I hated you so much for leaving us so soon.
But, most of the times, I would have given anything, just so that I can
feel the warmth of you hug, the sound of your voice and laughter and the sight
of your smile. I love you Bapak. Happy Father's Day. Al-fatehah.

2009-06-07T22:42:00.004+08:00

Hello people...I need to blog this. Haha....I so wanna have this.....Details as below:-

H.A.A.R.P is a live DVD and CD package of Muse's June 2007Wembley Stadium shows.

Tracklisting :CD

1. Intro

2. Knights Of Cydonia (Live from Wembley '07)

3. Hysteria (Live at Wembley '07)

4. Supermassive Black Hole (Live at Wembley '07)

5. Map Of The Problematique (Live From Wembley '07)

6. Butterflies and Hurricanes (Live at Wembley '07)

7. Invincible (Live at Wembley '07)

8. Starlight (Live at Wembley '07)

9. Time Is Running Out (Live at Wembley '07)

10. New Born (Live at Wembley '07)

11. Unintended (Live at Wembley '07)

12. Micro Cuts (Live at Wembley '07)

13. Stockholm Syndrome (Live at Wembley '07)

14. Take a Bow (Live at Wembley '07)

DVD1. Intro (video)

2. Knights Of Cydonia [Live from Wembley '07] (Video)

3. Hysteria [Live at Wembley '07] (Video)

4. Supermassive Black Hole [Live at Wembley '07] (video)

5. Map Of The Problematique [Live at Wembley '07] (video)

6. Butterflies and Hurricanes [Live at Wembley '07](Video)

7. Hoodoo [Live at Wembley '07] (video)

8. Apocalypse Please [Live at Wembley '07] (video)

9. Feeling Good [Live at Wembley '07] (Video)

10. Invincible [Live at Wembley '07] (Video)

11. Starlight [Live at Wembley '07] (Video)

12. Impovisation

13. Time Is Running Out [Live at Wembley '07] (video)

14. New Born [Live at Wembley '07] (video)

15. Soldier's Poem [Live at Wembley '07] (video)

16. Unintended [Live at Wembley '07] (video)

17. Blackout [Live at Wembley '07] (video)

18. Plug In Baby [Live at Wembley '07] (video)

19. Stockholm Syndrome [Live at Wembley '07] (video)

20. Take a Bow [Live at Wembley '07] (video)

2009-06-07T12:53:00.009+08:00

Half a year of 2009 has gone and here I am, thinking that there's more to this life. Heh! I'm not expecting much though...Why? Because a year ago, I was in a pretty bad shape in my life, trying to get things back on track as a single person. I was in need to be independent again. I had a hard time trying to be the girl that I was in Secondary school. Not the childish one. The girl who was bursting with confidence. The girl who was every one's source of laughter. Don't get me wrong. I was thrilled to be back being single. I was excited to venture the world as Ita, and not Ita and the other person. At the same time I was scare, thinking the world has changed. I began to see things with new eyes. And somewhere along the way, I began to have fun. Fun that I never thought I would ever have. And if truth to be told, I am yearning for more fun..Hahahahaha!!!

OK back to reality..........................................

Well, life at work has been boring..Same old, same old. Though laughter never seem to cease. Haha! Everyone of my colleagues has been laughing and laughing everyday, which makes life at work less dreading. Last few weeks at work, I have been having a lot of free time, not that I'm complaining. If it's not for Myn's email that's keeping me entertained, I would have probably fall asleep. Speaking of Myn, she went through a tough time this week. I am not going to elaborate here as I think it is not appropriate for me to state anything, but Myn, I hope you will be patient and be strong OK Babe..I felt what it's like to feel the way you are feeling right now. I know how you feel and I hope you will be able to get through this. Remember, I will be there if you need me.

OK. Life has been hectic. Malin's solemnization is due in a about 2 months. I am no longer in charge of hiasan hantaran. Why? No! not because I was being a bitch and not helping. But because Mak Nah nak sponsor..Hehe! Lesser work for me. Home is not like home anymore. No, not fights here and there. My house seems like people are either moving in or moving out. You can find a lot of Ikea boxes here and there. Because Malin and Fahmy will be staying here until they get their house keys, we have to move alot of things to make way for the newly weds. I am wondering how am I gonna sleep. Haha! So now, yeah, my house, not really in a state where I can welcome a lot of people.

OK. We had a SBUX dinner on Friday. Glad to say, the WHOLE team was there. Dine, Kaori and Emi took Peter's car, while the rest took the train. By the time we reached Vivo, we were all very very hungry. Oh yeah, Peiwen and Indah came from Commonwealth. Peiwen, on MC, still manage to make it. Haha! Management closed one eye ok. Fancy being on MC and yet meeting us for dinner...Hehe!! Hyena-laughter's, swearing and curses filled the table and all of us couldn't seem to stop taking food. Hehe! Credits to my GM, Dylan, who by the way, couldn't join us. We spent about 400 plus on food. We were all groaning by the time we finished. But we weren't complaining. So after that, we took some pictures. Indah Babe, share drive please on Monday. Thankies...Emi, Dine, Joycelin and Aric went off after that, leaving Peter, Kaori, Suken, Peiwen, Jessie, Indah and me to bum around for a while. We had nothing to do. So we went to the playground and play like little kids. Hehe! Penat ok. Melayankan all these kids. Peter was like the father figure, taking pictures of us while we play like little kids...Haha..Oh well, we are kids la actually. Pictures below.

As for my weekend, yesterday, Mak Chu came with Uncle Is, Anaqi and Aliff. Uncle Is was helping Malin with the drilling for the bilik pengantin. I help out a bit la. A bit aje. I was too absorbed with Anaqi. He was just plain adorable. And, he is not afraid of my cat. But my cat is scare of him. Boon hissed every time Anaqi came close. But Anaqi was one brave little boy. With his little hand outstretched, he gingerly touched Boon's head, Thank God, Boon decided that Anaqi was ok, so Boon allow him to touch. Haha! So cute!!!

So after the drilling and all, I order KFC la. Must show appreciation sikit kan. Blanja they all dinner. My mom cooked fried rice and we all ate. Again, my attention was to Anaqi. My mom taught him to feed himself. He was so cute! Feeding himself with the spoon. Then after dinner, Anaqi drag the little chair to the front of my laptop and continue watching Barney there.. Haha!! So cute la he!!! This makes me realized that I need Malin to gimme cute adorable nieces and nephews so I can pamper them like crazy! Haha!! I have yet to put that pressure to them.

Today, Mira's friends, Nassier and Zai will be here to move some furniture around. Not that I can't do it. But I am very very lazy. And even if I am not lazy, it's raining, so naturally relax time will come. Haha. OK la. Picture from SBUX dinner.

PeiWen, Kaori, Dine, Emi and Jessie

Jessie, Joycelin, Suken and Aric

Aric, Joycelin Jessia and PeiWen

Dine and Arc engrossed with the Blowfish game on IPod Touch

After dinner, we took some pictures, like some kind of superstars, as per Jessie

This is a weird picture! Haha!

Who's gonna challenge me on this thing?

Indah was the first, and she was bloody scare..I'm just too heavy for her la...Haha

Suken being graceful

We were having the fun time..Even strangers were looking at us and smiling

This thing is so fun, that I fell off and rolled to the floor...explains why I wasn't in the picture

Never do this when you are on a full stomach. It makes you bloody dizzy la...

Why the face, you asked? This was me, taken by Jessie while I was still spinning.

Again, I rolled off while Peter snapped!

2009-05-27T10:56:00.002+08:00

I'm bored! Haha...

OK, life has been bored at work. But at home, well, we are all getting ready for Malin's solemnization, which will be in July. 2 months away man! We still have a lot of things to do la...Like moving mom's stuff into my room cos Malin will be having the master bedroom until they get a house, which will be soon I guess. Painting the room. But that is covered by Mira and gang...

I have not been helping much as I am rather tired. Ok, I am ALWAYS tired. But still....hehe...Malin have been shopping for her barang hantaran la, her room decor. Thanks to Myn, introducing Alya (if I spell the name correctly..hehe), Malin now have her own room interior decorator and inai lady...I am so glad I don't have to design cos, frankly speaking, I think my decor will suck big time. Then there's the catering thing for after Nikah. The solemnization will be small, family and Malin's friends. Since it is not MY wedding, I decided not to invite any of my friends. Cost cutting people!! Haha!!But you guys will be invited to her sanding ok... :)

Hiasan dulang hantaran will be my main thing (i think). Tho, I still think my decoration will suck, I will try my best to do it. It's just hard to do cos I do not have the things physically ready...Macam mane eh?!?!?! So Adek, cepat sikit have all the things so that I can put my rusty mind to work...

So now that I am bored, I better find something for me to do before people complain about me being too free......

2009-05-11T11:39:00.002+08:00

I am officially bored at work. With less than 5 emails in my inbox, I pretty much have nothing to do. Heh!

Well, this entry is gonna be a short one. I dreamt of my Dad yesterday. In the dream, he was missing for four years (strange, that's how long he have left us) and then suddenly came back. When I saw him, I greeted him so happily, with arms wide open. He was wearing all black, his favourite colour. I remembered thinking, 'wah~ mahal nye suit'. Hmm. And, what I can't forget is the smile he has on his face. His sweet serene smile. The smile that never fail to make our hearts warm. The smile, that was always present on our birthdays, parents anniversary and any other happy occasions. I hope he is in a happy place.

I miss you so much. How I would want to see your smile again right now, just to make my world more sane.

2009-05-10T20:48:00.003+08:00

This week is hell for me at work. I just realized that at times, no matter how much you love your job, they just don't appreciate you. I dunno what went wrong at work. I dunno why am I feeling this way. But one thing for sure, I know that in 3 years time, if they still have not realized, I may need to look for another job. They switched my place, isolating me from my team mates, they are going to change my customers again, leaving me with something that I have been hating and
giving me something that, according to my superior, it's easy shit! Hall yeah, it's easy shit, but I really think that they think that I am not capable of handling harder tasks. Yeah! My ego is bruised. I cannot believe what I heard the other day. To say it to me face to face is one thing. To say it in front other people, who will be taking my customer, is humiliating. Oh well, what can I do? I was so hurt, I almost cried. Almost. But did not. So yeah.

However, the thing that kept me distracted from my emotions was having Myn's email in my inbox every five minutes. Oh yeah, Monday evening, last minute to Town with Myn to look for Afiq's bdae pressie. Haha! Both of us were wearing heels and by the time we were going back,our feet were killing us. Lucky we were both in a good mood, so yeah. Oh, and thanks for the dinner Myn. Hehe!

After work on Thursday, I met up with Iana and Min for dinner at Simpang. Thanks eh Iana for dinner. Oh, and also to pass the gifts that I bought for them from AMS and LHR. Hope they like it la. I know it's not much, but it's really hard to find something for girls over there. Zul came over a little later and after sitting there for about 4 hours, we left. But not before I vomited whatever I had there. Hehe, but over all, it was nice.

Mother's Day is here again. Oh god, I have not bought anything for my Mom yet. I guess I have to wait for pay day for her present la. Hehe. Well anyway, this entry is for my beloved Mom!

For years and years, Mom have been strong. For the sake of her kids, for her family. She is one of the woman that I have always looked up to besides Oprah Winfrey. Hehe! Now, at the age of 54, my mom is still going strong. Nowadays, she is so full of energy, she put the rest of us to work most of the times. Haha!

Well, the reason behind all this energy, is due to the fact that my sister will be solemnized this July. Soon, my mom will also have the title of Mother-in-Law. Oh Wow! Haha! Well, she will definitely be more energized, dragging me and Mira along. Haha!!

Ibu, I know that behind all the smiles, there is a strain in your eyes,
reflecting your fear of losing us, reflecting your fear of what the future hold.
Trust me when I say this Bu, no matter where I am, no matter how hard headed I
become, I will always find all means, to provide you with a good life. I promise
you that no matter what happen, this family, our family, will stand
still through the end of time. I love you Ibu.

2009-04-26T00:51:00.002+08:00

I was asleep most morning and most afternoon, waking up only to cook fried rice and eat. I dunno why I am feeling lethargic nowadays. And the weather is so hot, that it puts me in a bad mood almost everyday. I snapped at almost everyone, of cos, in a way where they think that I'm always joking. I have anger management issues. Sigh.....

Well, anyway, this entry is about my Grandma. It has been a year since she passed away. It seemed like it was just yesterday, that she was handing out money to us when we visited her. She was an angel in disguise. A patient mother to 10 children, a grandmother to 22 grandchildren and a great-grandmother to one great-grandson (at that point of time, Alya wasn't born yet).

All what's left are memories of her, etched in each one of her family members. Memories of her cooking for my mom's family when they were kids. Memories of me and my cousins taking her scarfs to be princes and princesses. Memories of her carrying her first great-grandson.

I'm sure each of us have a special moment with her. What's left are just memories. Al-fatehah.

2009-04-23T17:43:00.002+08:00

At work, basically doing nothing. Alhamdullillah, I managed to finish my work about 15 mins ago. Hoping against hope there is no last minute issue as I so wanna sleep. Well anyway, yesterday, while working, an old friend surfaced at level 3. Haha! Ok, not really old la. Just that it's been a lone time since I've seen him. Turned out that he is no longer located here but located opposite my house. I tot he was joking but he wasn't. So after work, I went to meet him for a while. Not long la, about half an hour? Cos I was sleep and he needs to go. Had fun talking to him. Macam da lamer tak talk to him.

Well, life is ok la. Was feeling feverish on Monday and was on MC on Tuesday. Was a good girl and went straight to bed that day after work (I went to work awhile on Tue). Then while I was sleeping, I heard this Yakult aunty knocking. Figured she will come back later. But NO!!! She just have to keep on knocking and knocking and knocking! I was bloody pissed when I heard a thunderous knock at my door. Ape lagi...You wake a tiger up kan?

I opened the door, shouting at the aunty, why are you knocking on my door? It turned out to be Mak Nah and Mak Cha. Mak Nah had my lock in her hand. It was her who was knocking like no one's business. Keje giler kan?! My aunts were shocked. Haha! Padan muke...Ketok lagi pintu org mcm mintak hutang!

Then I pay the aunty for the Yakult. But before I let her go, I told her,if no one open the door, come back later. People might not be at home. I told her the reason I'm at home is because I'm on MC. She, wide eye, numbly nodded and mutterred sorry. Pompuan giler aje ok yg ketok pintu rumah org mcm nak roboh, setakat nak jual Yakult. Haiyo~

Ok, going home in 5 mins and I really can't wait to go home and sleep.

2009-04-16T23:09:00.002+08:00

Well...I'm back...Reached SIN on Sunday 1600 hrs. It was a 12 hour flight but I din get much slee this time. Too many kids crying in the middle of the night. So I arrived in SIN not feeling better from the bad mood that I already have in AMS. Was back to work the next day and I tell you, jet lag is not a good experience. I was sleepy thru out Monday. And I woke up to Suken's text Tuesday morning at 0845 hrs, stating that it is 9 am SIN time and not 1 am AMS time...Haha...That woke me up and I rushed to work like a crazy woman..

Today, I felt fresh as I woke up. SBUX sale was on and there were a few items that I bought la of cos. I really shouldn't spend anymore. Da koyak ok pocket! But I just cannot resist la. Haha! Anyway, I just came back watching Confessions of a Shopaholic. Since I've never read the book, so I do not really know which is better. According to my movie buddy, Kaori, book is more detailed. Hmmm...Maybe I should start reading the book. See how la. I wanna finish my New Moon first.

I do not have much to say. But I just too tired and sleepy. So we see how la eh....

2009-04-02T01:39:00.014+08:00

Here I am in Amsterdam! Woohoo! Most of my family members came to Changi Airport to send me, Mak Nah and Mak Cha. Thank you you guys for sending us off! Love love.

Well, I was dreading the flight as it was 13 hours. But...I had no problem at all. Since we were flying off at 11pm, I knew that I can sleep. So after watching Twilight on air, I decided to sleep. It was not that comfortable since I had to sleep sitting up but it was fine. I was alseep when I felt pain in my back. I opened my eyes and I saw the most wonderful thing ever. With sleepy eyes, I was looking at the black black clear sky. With thousands of stars spread across it, like little diamonds. The sky was so clear and when I saw the stars twinkling, I smile. Allahu ahkbar, I felt like I was on cloud nine, the the stars surrounding me.

13 hours later, we landed at Schipol Airport. Got lost for a while, looking for the bus that can take us to NH Barbizon Palace, our hotel. While seacrhing for the bus, I went out of the hotel. You can just imagine the chill I felt when I stepped out of the airport. It was not that cold yet. However, Mak Nah and Mak Cha insisted that I put on a sweater and since I forgot mine, I borrowed Mak Cha's. Took some pictures. We had to wait for what it seemed like forever in Ice Age before the bus came. We were so glad to get out of the chilly breeze.

The driver took us to our hotel, not before giving Mak Cha a headache. He was driving recklessly. Oh well, maybe we are not used to the roads as the driver are riding on the other side of the car. Hehe. We reached the hotel and check in. I have my own room! Hehe! well, it's connected to my aunts' room la, but whatever. I have my own room. Hehe!

So after unpacking, we decided to go to Central Station. But no pictures there. Just bought some bread and food supplies. Came back to hotel and ate then sleep awhile. By 2 plus, we were out again, walking along the streets. Alot of hot men around me, walking, on bike, in cars, on bicycle. But what threw me off was the smell of marijuana. It's a common knowledge that soft drugs are available on the streets here in Amsterdam. Also, prostitution, I think. I was walking along this street, when I saw 2 ladies, practically half naked, sitting on chairs at a display area of a shop. Dunno what I'm saying? Ok. You know when you go to a retail store, you will see display dummies on the display area. Well, instead of dummies, you get to see the ladies.

The people here are nice. They help you when you asked for help and all. We were in this shop and the we asked if we can get any Halal food here. Much to our delight, he said to walk a few streets ahead and we will find a kebab place. And we did! We were so happy. Then it was more walking here and there. Most of the shops have lollipops. Before you think that it's normal lollipops, it is actually drugs in form of lollipops. I was so glad I knew of this. If I didn't, you can jus imagine what will happen to me. Oh God! I don't even wanna think about it.

So after eating at the Kebab place, we window shopped a bit and then back to the hotel. So here I am now. 2moro is a busy days with tours. We will be going to Delft Blue, The Hague and Madurodam. Delft is the place where pottery is made. The Haque is the official residency of the Queen. As for MAdurodam, we can see the miniature exhibits of Netherlands landmarks.
In the afternoon, we wil be going to Keukenhof Flower Tour. It will be fun to see all the Tulips in fully bloom. Woooo!!!Cannot wait! In the meantime, pictures...More on Facebook and Multiply.

2009-03-30T21:39:00.003+08:00

Another 24 hours in Singapore and I will be off. Heh! I must be dreaming man!! I hope everything will go smoothly there. Anyway, I went to work today with a huge smile on my face. I dunno why but I was feeling good, excited, all the positive feelings was in me. Alhamdullilah, everything is fine at work and I hope it will remain as it is while I'm gone. While I was working, Myn emailed me with the subject "Look at you!". I opened the attachment and burst out laughing. Oh my God! I cannot believe I was that skinny 2 years back. I just wish I can go back to that size. Hehe! That pic really made my day! Thanks Myn! Take a look at me and Myn in 2007.

Clock struck 1800 and I rushed to Bedok to change money for tomorrow's trip and rushed to Simpang, to meet Myn and Iana. Since I was the one who really wanna meet them, I decided to treat them. I was very happy to meet them. Talk crap and all. One of Iana's friend was supposed to join us but plan was changed last minute. So it was just the three of us.

So now, I'm at home, trying to decide what clothes to bring and what not to bring! 2moro I'm leaving and I am still packing! I hope my luggage won't be that heavy.

Ok people! I need to resume packing! Miss me while I'm gone! Love love....

2009-03-27T23:32:00.002+08:00

You know last year I was supposed to go to Amsterdam? Well, I'm leaving this Tuesday. Woohoo!!! It was a real hassle to book this and that. And man it cost alot. A little advice, you wanna go Europe, take the tour. It's better and cheaper! Trust me on this OK.

The last that I updated was maybe a week ago? Well yeah, nowadays, I am just plain lazy to update. Let's recap.

The week after I met Iana and Min, I went on a hungry strike. I dunno why but I'm just plain lazy to chew the food. So it was just a lot of sweetened drinks. Heh! I was just relying on the sugar to keep me energized. And I survived without feeling hungry that much. Last week there was the Robinsons sale. My colleagues and I went and I was tired from the high heels. So I decided, once we reached there, I will get flats. But I fell in love with this gorgeous red heels from 9 West. And it was on sale! So I grabbed. Hehe! Kaori got one too, in brown. Met Mak Nah, Mak Cha and Mak Nah there. Thank god Mak Nah gave me my credit card. Or else, I won't be able to pay. Hah! I was broke then. Only when I got back to the office, I remembered that I'm supposed to buy flats. Heh! But what the hell, flats are meant for Fridays and weekends. The next day, we went to Adidas sale. Not much variety, so I din buy anything. It wasn't as good as last time, so I decided to give it a pass.

Weekend was normal routine. I had to clean house. I am seriously in need of a new wardrobe. Now now, before you guys gimme a smirk, my clothes are all in the series of drawers ok! I don't have a proper wardrobe. Malin is the one having the wardrobe, while me, stuck with a chest of drawers. Most of my office wear is in Malin's wardrobe la. Only my everyday shirts, shorts, slacks, under-thingies are in the drawers and they are on the verge of spilling to the floor. I needs to stop stuffing my drawers without folding the clothes la. Malin calls my chest of drawers 'The Lost World of Egypt'. Haha! I'll sort it out by this week la, before I leave to AMS. Heh!

This week came and now going to end fast. On Monday, I was having such a hectic day at work, with problems about Indonesia shipments and Korea's shipment delay and all. But as usual, never really showed how I felt inside. If only they knew how work is killing me. I really really wished that customers cut me some slack. I am just so tire of making everyone happy at work, that when I get back home, I automatically turned into this nasty girl who just wants to snap at everyone who gets in her way. Tuesday, Wednesday and Thursday came. Which just adds to more pressure because Kaori is on leave. She's in Japan now. I miss her like crazy! I have no one to bitch about a lot of things to. I had to do Thailand for her. Not that I mind. I missed doing Thailand. It used to be my baby before I hand it over to Kaori. Thank God, Thailand shipments are not that many. Only like one quarter to Korea's. I really hope Kaori will be able to cope with Korea while I'm gone. I hope Joycelin will be able to cope with Indonesia too. Singapore is easy, so I'm not that worried about Jessie that much.

Today, I was on half day morning. Went to take my BTT. I failed! Serves me right for now studying. Heh! the moment the word 'FAILED' flashed across the screen, I gave a big laugh and went out smiling! Weird right?! So I went down and rebook another BTT. This May. Heh! I called Sam, waking her up to tell her. But she was too sleepy so I din wanna bother her. About 15 mins later, she called, sounding real fresh and ask how was it. I think if she was right in front of me, she'll probably knock my head. Haha! It's ok, I'll try again. Met Sam at Bedok. Before that, I went to change my GO! card, which has been faulty for the past 2 months I think. Hey, I wasn't procrastinating OK! I work 9 to 5. Bank opens 9 - 5. So you tell me, how to go? Sat is the sleep in day for me. I just simply cannot wake up early on Sat la. So, I went to change and withdraw some cash from my savings for AMS. Then had lunch with Sam and back to office. I was rushing through my work like no one's business today. I even had to stay till 1930. And I miss the bus! So I ended up taking cab home. Merepek la. I was just too tired to walk.

I was supposed to meet Iana and Min again tonight but Iana had to postpone, so Insya'allah, we'll meet up this Monday. I dunno why but I just wanna see them before I leave. The urge to see them is so strong. Weird eh? So hopefully, we can make it la. If cannot, then after AMS aje la we meet up. :( So here I am now, at home, stomach stuffed with KFC, lying down and doing nothing but update blog.

OK, I have a story. I knew this guy about a few years back. However things fell apart between us and I never contacted him since. However, for the last few years, I have been having updates about him. No, he is not someone special to me. Just a guy that I got close to and someone who I used to trust my life with. After we fell apart, about 2 years later, I heard that he was caught with a certain amount of drugs with him. After that, I heard that he will be facing death penalty. I didn't think much of it then because I was keen to forget about the past.

However, yesterday, 27th March, he was hanged to death. I was numb. I could not believe that someone that I knew, someone who I once tell everything to, is no longer here.

We fell apart due to some bad issues. But whatever it was, I am sorry that
it happened between us and I forgive you. I hope that you forgive me
too. I hope that Allah will place you at a better place. No matter what
happen, the memories that we shared together, be it good or bad, I will
always remember it.
Al-Fatehah.

2009-03-18T23:32:00.001+08:00

Ok. I did this ' What your birthday says about you' thing. And here it is.

February
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislike unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

It's damn true! Ok bye!

2009-03-15T11:49:00.003+08:00

Here I am at home, nursing a very bad migraine. It has been going on since Friday @ work. Sigh...........Well anyway, went to Abg Is's wedding yesterday. It's located at Tampines Changkat CC. By the time we went there, it was already filled with alot of people. Very nice dais in red. The couple was in Gold (I think). Anyway, straight to the buffet section. The sambal goreng pengatin is so SYIOK!! I just love it. But I didn't eat that much. Cos Friday's lunch had my stomach working extra hours. We left around 4 plus. I managed to catch up with Jaja. She came with tudong!! So when I asked her if she's having it on officially, she said soon!! Wah~~I was overwhelmed. My hippie cousin's gonna wear tudong!! It's definitely gonna feel weird! Haha..But I know she will remain the same. Why? Cos when Pak Hussien, my uncle went to sing, she actually 'Woohooed' loudly in the hall. With her tudong on. I couldn't stop laughing!! And when we looked at her, she just said, Wat, it's my uncle! Must support!! This! Coming from a girl who's gonna cover her head!! Haha!!!

Then went home and it was raining cats and dogs. So I had to meet Suken at 7 instead of 5 to Pei Wen's birthday. Willie was there too. By the time we reached there, it was already 8. So yeah. The usual, we ate, talk cock and all. Around 10, we call it a day and me and suken left.

Ok, I can't update much cos my head is killing me. Damn! Oh before I end this entry, here's to Myn.

Happy 22nd babe!! Hope you enjoy your day today with your love ones. May your
life be a splendid one. I don't have much to say except for "gift exchange
quick". Knowing your blur look right now, I'll explain..Haha!! You owe me a gift
and I owe you one as well!! Love Love!!

2009-03-14T01:10:00.002+08:00

It's been so long since I updated. Haha! Not that I don't have anything to update. Just that I'm plain lazy. So yeah! Well, work was as hectic, nothing new. Economic downturn has a huge impact on us at work. A lot of things has been slashed into half in order to meet this year's budget. I dunno how we're gonna meet the target but what we must do now is to try like mad to meet it. Which is a bit hard for us CS. Cos we don't do sale and if we screw up the shipments, we're gonna have to bear. This is not good. Sigh! We shall hope that the economic will have a comeback soon.

Well anyway, Stephen and Willie came today and we had lunch together. It was a bloody long lunch. Was almost 3 by the time we get back. Heh! At least no one can complain. But I was rushing like mad to drop my Singapore order. Had to seek Jessie's help in creating transfers. So malu! Felt like I can't cope. At the same time, I was having migraine, so it didn't help when
I had to rush tru all the orders. In the end, I ended up asking Suken for panamol. I took 2 tablets. Half an hour later, I was struggling to stay awake. And it didn't do any good to the migraine! Half the time, I was stoning. Can you imagine the look on my face, stoning while typing away. Haha!

Went back to an empty home later that evening. Malin and Ibu went to Abg Is's solemnization. I didn't wanna go. But I have to make an appearance 2moro. Lots of concealer cos I'm sure my eye bags gonna show! Anyway, met Myn and Iana around 9 to have dinner. Well, I was still full from lunch and I ended up just drinking and drinking. Oh and smoking! As usual, with Iana and Myn, life is never quite and normal! Haha!! Later on, we were joined by three of Iana's guy friends. Friendly people. I must say, it was good to be out and bumming around.

And so, we ended tonight's bum session about half hour ago. Haha!

Oh yeah, this coming April, I'll be going to Amsterdam, Insyaallah. Woohoo!!! I really cannot wait and I hope this time it's really gonna happen! I can't wait. Might be going to Belgium and London too. Wah~~Mcm syiok gitu. Now I gotta figure out if I should but winter clothes or not. It's gonna be in early Spring there but I know that the temperature is gonna be quite low! Or unless, if anyone has thick clothing to spare?? Hehe!!!

Man....2moro is a pack schedule for me. Lunch at wedding and dinner at Pei Wen's chalet. 21st birthday bash. Her birthday is on 21th but celebrating early. We're buying her a Braun Buffel bag, which brings me to another topic. U know my birthday, all they gave me was a slice of cake! A slice tau!! I feel SO unappreciated! Ok la. It was a nice gesture, but still! Ish....

Ok, need to rest. Not necessarily sleep. Just rest.

2009-02-20T22:51:00.002+08:00

Lovely story. About people in the tricky dating world. All the hot stars are in it! You people should watch.

Work was OK. I took leave on Thursday and made Sam accompany me to Driving Centre so I can register for my BTT. At last!! I have the courage to do this. All of my friends are very supportive. Thanks Sam for accompanying me! Myn pun, sampai nak pinjamkan buku!! Hehe...But it's ok people, I bought the book already. The test won't be until March. So I better start studying.

I don't have much to update la actually. Except that my boss was very stressed out. So all of us decided to text him at once. It made him smile. Haha!! That's how much we love our boss!!!

OK la..Da penat...

2009-02-13T22:35:00.003+08:00

This is gonna be a hell of a rojak post...Haha!!

Let's see. This week we had Townhall Meeting. I kept saying that it was boring, but actually, I had some questions answer for this. Haha! But it's really long. We had to be seated by 1630 and we were only let out at 1930. Due to the recession, there was some major changes in DHL. BUT! We are not cutting people. Alhamdulillah. The whole idea is, 'To cut cost and save jobs' NOT, 'To cut jobs to save cost'. Another good news is that, since we performed well enough in 2008, we will al be getting something in April. Wee!!! Thank god they're not taking that away! Overall, I think everyone had all their doubts answered. Then it was dinner time. We SBUX Team, quickly made our way to the reception area and took like lotsa food. The chix wing was damn nice! Me, Suken, Indah, Jessie and Pei Wen can't stop eating it. We went for 2nd and third rounds of chix wings! Haha! Indah was so funny, she took one of this dessert and almost pop the plastic that was holding the dessert together into her mouth. But I managed to stop her. Haha! Well, actually, we saw one guy who did that. Stupid caterer. Why transparent? Haha..Then it was end of the day already.

The next day, Wednesday, there was a Singtel Promotion held at our office. We can have corporate lines if we are DHL staff. Subscription was slashed off to almost half. Plus, the phone that I fell in love with was going on at zero with 2 years plan. With the public, it will cost me $198, after trade in of $200 ok! Plus, the plan will be $25/- plus plus plus. DHL staff, enjoy paying only like $15/- plus plus plus....It's so worth it, it's a crime not to get it! ?Haha. So....presenting my latest baby, Nokia E71. Hehe!!! I got a threaten via email from Myn when I told her I got this phone! Oh yeah, and I bought Mira Sony Erisson, G900, Red. Now I have 2 phones and 2 lines. Hmm...What am I gonna do??!

On Thursday, I was at work, but was unable to get any work done. Something was wrong with the server and the Internet was done for the whole day. I cannot even do anything. Why? 1, because the Internet was done and I cannot access and system. 2, I have done all my filing the day before. Argh!!! Thank god for the new phone. Hehe..For the first time, i was playing games at work! Haha!!But, being unable to work left most of us feeling lethargic. What with no Internet and all. We couldn't even surf! And so, I left work at 1800 feeling more tired than ever.

Today, my Internet still wasn't up. The rest got theirs working yesterday evening. But I had no luck! Fortunately for me, Suken has a thumb drive and Aric was away. So I transfer whatever PO that I need to arrange and work using Aric's PC. At last, around 11 plus, Joseph, the IT guy, managed to bring my PC to live again. I was almost at the verge of plugging my CPU and bringing it to Aric's table. Can you imagine?! Me carrying a big black box to two ailse away from me just to connect it to the LAN line?! Haha! But alhamdulillah. Everything was well, and I manage to clear all emails before 1800 today. Lunch was with Myn and Nani, after not meeting them for a long long time! We had about 45 minutes of chatting and off they went! I really wish I can spend more time with them!! :(

Anyway, my aunt msg me to see if I can take leave end of this month! I hope we are going to Indonesia!!!*cross fingers**Oh by the way, Mak Nah and Mak Cha got me a Mariah Carey Luscious Pink perfume. It smell Heavenly. And they bought Malin Dune, Christine Dior! Also nice. Hehe!!!Thanks you guys!!

Also, also!!! Hehe...Told you it's a bit rojak!! Congrats to Iana and Nonet!! Getting enganged 2moro and I hope everything goes well! You guys are so meant to be!!!

Ok la...Da penat...Bye!!

2009-02-08T21:01:00.002+08:00

Well, I turned 24 yesterday. Nothing much. I decided to stay home. Only to go out for dinner at 18 Chefs with Mom and sisters. The food was superb. Those pasta lovers, you guys should go there. Later on, watched Bride Wars, 2330 timing. This time, we made Mom watched. Haha. After so long of not being in the theaters.

I wanna thank all the people for their lovely thru msgs thru text, msn, friendster, facebook and other means. It means the world to know that you guys remember me.

Okay, I don't really feel like blogging. Pictures are up on Multiply. :)

2009-02-06T17:05:00.001+08:00

I don’t usually blog during work but since I have not much to do, I’ll make this an exception.

Today is my dad’s birthday. It’s been 4 years since his death, yet, I feel like as though he is still alive. I dunno why but I wish he’s still here. I miss him badly and I want him to be with us 2moro on my birthday. It would be impossible of course, but that is my birthday wish.

My father, have always been the strict. His daughters weren’t allowed to go out till late at night. We had to be home before Maghrib. We weren’t allowed to go for camps, sleep over at chalets. We weren’t able to have the freedom as a child would have. But, as strict as he was, we always managed to get into trouble. Can’t blame him. He was raised by my late grandma alone. His father passed away when he was only four. Life was hard on his family. Grandma was always away, working to feed her 6 children. My father was left alone. He was a kid trap in a man’s body. Despite the freedom that he has, he knew, he would never let our lives go astray the way his life was.

Throughout the journey of his life, my dad got married at the age of 19, had 2 sons. Later on divorced, raiding the 2 sons on his own before he met my Mom. With my Mom, he had 3 daughters, me being the first, Malin, second and Mira, last. Pretty much complete, I’ll say. However, life wasn’t easy. He wasn’t much of a student when he was younger. Drop out of school at the age of 15, he started working and he never stopped working until 2 months before his death.

I remembered as kids, even though we were never allowed to do a lot of thing, he will make sure there is something fun for us at home. Though low income, he managed to buy us games, make sure we have enough clothing, SCV so that we have lots of channels to keep us occupied. Till date, I still do not know how my father had the strength to work and work and work. All I know is that, my father loves us and he would do anything to get us a comfortable life.

The day that he passed away, a lot of people came to see him one last time. I am glad, to know that my father has so many friends who love him. Till today, some of them still get in touch with my Mom, to know how we are doing.

If my father is still alive, today, he would have probably given me a call and say, “Tak wish I happy birthday?’ haha…Then at night, I will bring him to Mas Ayu and we will have a family dinner there. The most sumptuous meal as a family. I will make sure he will have his favorite, Sambal Kangkung (if I get the name right). He will surely be very happy, that Malin and me are now working. Mira is now pratically an adult. Like father, she is a girl trapped in a girl’s body. Mom working as a childcare giver to support the family.

I wish you are here dad..

2009-01-29T21:51:00.002+08:00

I had my chance to go to Qatar this evening and I lost it! All thanks to my aunt! DHL was looking for someone to go to Qatar to hand carry a parcel. The moment I heard it, i wanted to go. So I raised my hands. Everything was settled! I even got my mom's permission. So they asked me for my credit card no. I called my aunt and she started screaming, saying that I am a girl and that is so far away. She didn't let me talk, CONVINCED her that it would be alright! And of course, she ended the conversation by hanging up the phone on me! I was very upset. When
I called my mom again, she said she will talk to my aunt. Hoping against hope, I waited for my mom's call. When my mom called me back, she told me to tell my boss that I cannot go! Disappointment wrapped me. I was devastated. I had no choice but to tell my boss that I can't go. So malu!! I wanted to cry right there and then!

So I went home and straight to bed. I was awaken by some vibration and realized that my phone was vibrating. There was a miss call from my aunt and a message. You know what? In the msg, my aunt said to come to her house to get the credit card if I want to use it. What the hell kan?

The reason why I have a credit card is that it will be easier for me to travel. That was why she applied for me a supplementary holder. Now, the opportunity came and she was against it.

What is the point of you giving me the leisure of life when I cannot use it?! You gave me the link for a better life and I appreciate that. But you have no right to control my life. I am coming to 24 years old and I have no achieve anything at all. Even if it for a little while, it will mean a lifetime of memories for me to just go there. I don't mind if it is somewhere nearby. But this is Qatar, a place where I never even dare dream of going and I got the chance now! But everything is ruin.
You have destroyed the confidence that I have.

2009-01-28T00:47:00.002+08:00

It's been almost a month since Sufyan left and the image of him lying a feet away from me is still fresh in my mind. I do not know why I can't seem to forget the moments. I hope he is in a better place. I have been wanting to put the webbie his father created for him on my blog for so long. It is under my links column.

From the pictures, you can see that he was a jovial person and please, people who know him, pray for him.

Al-fatehah.

2009-01-17T22:11:00.003+08:00

Nothing much to update about my life. Except that work has been very hectic. Almost everyday, I wake up, feeling that I could never resolve any matters pertaining to work. I need a break!! I need to go to a place where there's no computer and phone. I need to go to a place where there's sea, wind and a place where I can just lie down all day! I need that. Any suggestions anyone?!?!

On a happier note, welcoming the latest addition to the family, Noor Aleya Abdul Hafiz. Congrats you guys. Now it's complete, though Abg Hafiz reckon that they will be going through this for another 6 times before the family is complete!! Haha!!

And, Malin and Fahmy had their dates set! YES!!! At last!!I'm being VERY superstitious here...Takot ckp nanti tak jadi...So let the date remains a secret first la eh...Pandai pilih date.....Be prepared to have lotsa expensive present from a lot of people!! WooHoo!! So happy...Just thinking of if make me all excited. And now, I have to finalized my guest list. More jobs to be disseminated once the weeding date comes nearer. I'm gonna be bloody busy!!Believe me, I'm gonna have to split myself into 2 or even more!!

Well, I guess that's all folks!

2009-01-04T00:07:00.005+08:00

I was in a mood for shopping. Since Mira needed to buy her stationaries for school, I tagged along and in the end, I bought a bag for myself. Now, it's time to stop all kinds of therapy. Damn!

2008-12-31T21:23:00.003+08:00

As you all know I was away at chalet for my sister's birthday. Pictures will be posted on Multiply soon Alhamdulillah, everything went well. All of my family members managed to make it. And also most of Amira's friends were there. Which leads me to a story that until now, I cannot believe it happened. It happened to Amira's friend, Sufyan B Sulaiman.

I am not sure if you guys read the papers today, but Sufyan passed away this morning. At my chalet. Arwah came to my chalet late, around 2 am, the last one to arrive. Only Allah knows that he would be the first to leave.

When he came, Mom, Mak Nah and my lil cousin was already asleep. Leaving me, Diyani, Liyana, Malin and Fahmy. Mira was with her friends, including Sufyan. Soon after, only Diyani and I was left awake, with Mira and friends outside. I was dozing off when I heard Mira informing Diyani that the guys wants to hang out by the pool. I informed Mira not to go. A few minutes later, I saw Mira sleeping beside us.

I only got about 15 mins of sleep when one of Mira's friend woke me up, exclaiming that one of his friends drowned. Ice cold fear wrapped my heart. I ran to the swimming pool and what I saw will remained etched in my mind for as long as I live. There was Sufyan, lying by the pool. I was shaking all over. One of his friend was crying loudly, mostly because of shock. Another friend, who happened to be his cousin, was already calling the ambulance and his Mom. I could hear the mother's anguish cry over the phone. I was in shock. I remembered asking myself, why and how did this happened. All the while asking myself these questions over and over again, Sufyan was lying just a foot away from me.

The ambulance came only about 15 mins later. Deep in my heart, I knew it was too late. I knew that Sufyan was no longer with us. I have never felt this helpless before. I that I could do was to watch the paramedics trying their very best to revive Sufyan. Soon after, Mom came and 10 mins later, the paramedics took Sufyan to the hospital. We all went back to the chalet, feelng numb.

Out of the 4 friends that was with him when the incident happened, one went with him to the hospital, the other 2 went to fetch his mother, whereas the last one was with us till the next afternoon. He just couldn't stop crying. We were all worried, praying that Sufyan will be well.

About 2 hours later, the bad news came and Sufyan was pronounced dead around 645 am. Mira couldn't stop crying. We were all quiet. We checked out that night itself.

This morning, we went to his home as he will be kebumikan after Zohor. Alhamdulillah everything went well. I know, from the number of people present, Sufyan was greatly loved.
Ibu talked to him Sufyan's mother. She did not blamed us. It is all written in his destiny. Even if we managed to pull him out on time, something else might have gone wrong. No one can stop Allah's way of doing things.

When the jenazah was brought down after mandi and disembahyangkan, more people than you could imagine was there. His little sister was crying for him asking him to wake up, not to sleep anymore. I couldn't take it. I started to cry. It breaks my heart, seeing all his love ones in pain.

Now, there is no way of turning back time and I wish the best for the family. I really am very sorry if, at any time, we have caused the family more grievance and sadness.

Moga Allah mencucuri ramat keatas rohnya dan
moga dia ditempatkan dengan orang-orang yang beriman, disebelah Allah
s.w.t. Al-Fatihah.
Rabal ya rabal alamin.

2008-12-29T13:04:00.004+08:00

Happy 14th birthday to my lil sis, Amira. Speech for you.

I know I am always a hard ass bitch whenever I'm with you. But believe me,
whatever I did was not to bully you but to prepare you to face the world. It
sucks, but you're gonna love it!! I love you!!!

2008-12-28T11:14:00.012+08:00

Hello beautiful people!!! I know I have not been updating. Very tired la most of the time. Haha!!
OK, so bonus is in. You know I have been wanting to get the Coach wrislet right? I din get that. Haha. Instead, I settled for highlighting my hair and a new phone. Haha! After so long of wanting to get a phone....I got a Samsung F480. And it's pink!! Haha!!! I am so so happy now.
OK lets see. There was the Xmas lunch @ SRDC. Every year we have gift exchange. This year, mine is Geraldine, one of our CS member. Thank God it was easy to find a gift. Got her the Adidas Cologne and Deo Spray. At least she liked it. Emelyne got me and I got a cigarette case from her. Just a normal black cigarette case, which I am glad I have, cos it looked slick! Haha. Lunch was KFC and Canadian Pizza. Kaori kept telling me that I can't wait to eat. Which is true!! I was so hungry. SBUX SNG gave us 2 vouchers for Dark Cherry Mocha I think.

So Xmas day, I spent half the day at the salon to do my hair. It's OK la but I was very hungry and I ended up calling Amira to buy for me food. After that was straight home. To work the next day as normal and will be on leave next week, coming back to work only on Friday. Haa!

Why am I on leave? Because, we will be celebrating Amira's birthday this year. So to those who are invited, please do come OK. Would really apppreciate it!!

It was all Malin's idea to have a birthday bash. It was supposed to be a surprise for Mira but after 2 agonizing months of trying to get her friend's contacts, I failed. And since Malin, me and Ibu was so busy with work, we decided to tell Mira about this. Of coz, she was quite happy to take on some reponsibilities for the party.

So 2moro, we'll be checking in. But before that, I need to go back to work to take my stuff that I left. Jessie, Kaori, Geraldine and I went shopping on Friday. As usual, if there's a Metro sale, I will go for the underwears and bras. Haha! But I left it at work.

Ok la. Pictures!!

2008-12-15T17:33:00.013+08:00

Saturday was a quiet day at home.

I woke up early to buy Lulu’s school books and uniforms.Before that, we went to have breakfast at Mac. But Mira forgot to bring her book list so she went back home while order. I looked so stupid with 2 meals sitting and not eating. Haha!! Her school stuff cost me and Malin about 200 bucks. And that is not inclusive of her shoes, bags and stationeries. Haiz. But it’s ok. Since she is the youngest kan, so must manjakan a bit la. After that was straight home and slept all afternoon. Woke up to Ibu slamming the door indicating that she was home. Hehe…The rest of the day was just me sitting in the living room with my lappy in front of me.

Sunday was a rainy day. But we SBUX CS had to go to Peter’s house for Xmas lunch. It was raining cats and dogs and I so din wanna take a cab. So Kaori requested Allan to fetch me along the way. That’s a relief I tell you. Free ride. Woohoo!!

Reached there around 1 plus, finding the rest sitting at the void deck waiting for Peter to come back from the shop. After that, we headed up. Sitting and all, we watched, Indiana Jones: The Temple of Doom. I cannot believe Sukan and the rest have not watched before. The only ones who have watched it like thousands of times are Peter, Alvin, Kaori and me. OMG! After that, I headed to Tampines. Alone ok!! Hehe. Bought the gift for my secret santa. I hope she will like it. Haha!! Then head home.

Pictures!

2008-12-12T20:25:00.002+08:00

Wednesday, went to eat @ Pizza Hut with Kaori after work then we had to go shopping for my Secret Santa person. Every Xmas, we will have to pick a person and we will buy a present for the person. This year, I intend to get a perfume for this person. So Kaori and me went to look. So while we were looking, we were being a bit jahat, opening the box and smelling the perfume la. Then Kaori opened one box and it started leaking. We were freaked. We managed to put it back in the box but by then the salesgirl was already behind me. Since we were squatting, Kaori looked up, put on a fake smile and said hi. How lame can the situation get? No choice, we had to tell her. She was all bossy asking how did it break and all. Wah! I was bloody pissed. I explained to her that when we lay the box on our palm, it was leaking. That means the bottle was not closed properly kan? Then she called her colleauge. Takot nah kena bayar. But of course, I refused to pay. So after saying to her, "So you are saying that we broke it and we have to pay?", the colleaugue finally opened the box and I think she realized that the bottle has a problem. So she said sorry to us and let us leave. Ape jek la pompuan negeri Cina ni...Kalau kena bayar pun, murah ape. And it's not our fault ok!!

OK...Da lepaskan geram...

Desmond and Willie came to Singapore to spend time with us and we were all grateful. They presented a presentation on how Starbucks as a whole is doing. We're doing fine by the way.

Since Thursday, we have been going through this customer service course. This is good, because, through the slides, we are able to know what we are doing wrong and where are the areas that we can improve on. Personally, I think it is good. I mean, there are a lot of things that I need to improve on.

Today, we continued again and then we had lunch at Shine Cafe. We had lotsa fun talking about stuff. From there, Aric boldly brought up the topic about team building. And SBUX had agreed to give us a certain amount of budget. And after much thinking, we might be going to either of these 4 places:-

Kuala Lumpur
Bintan
Batam
Kuching

Most probably it will be KL. And most probably the trip will fall on my birthday. Woohoo!!!

OK, tired...Wanna relax...

2008-12-09T00:11:00.005+08:00

Aidiladha this year was at Pak Ngah's. Reaching there around 1 pm, we realized the only other family who already reached was Pak Hussein, Mak Cha and Mak Nah. Haha! Every year, Ibu will be screaming at the top of her lungs, waking us up saying that we're late. But every year, we reached earlier than others. Haha!!

5 mins later, Mak Chu and family came. So since I was already hungry, I went to the table and started taking food. This year is a little different, no pot luck! All household chipped in 20 bucks and Mak Ngah prepared Western. There was Shepperd's Pie, Baked Rice, Pasta in Creamy Sauce, Pizza, Rosemary Chicken and some other stuff that even I dun remember. Desserts were cup cakes and brownies. It was all super delicious. I was loving every minute stuffing myself. Hehe!! By 2 plus, every family was there. It was super noisy and we cousins settled in Halimi's room. It's strange that it still feels like a girls room. You see, it used to be Kak Jaja's room. Even after almost 2 years, it still feels like a girls room. So we cousins sort of caught up with each other. Looking at all of them, I realized that it will be only be a matter of time before all of us start to have our own life. Jaja and Abg Hafiz is married. Abg Faiz will be tying the knot with Sheila next year. Oh yeah, Sheila. She's very very nice. I loike!! How she manage to capture Abg Faiz's heart is still a mystery to me..Haha!! Malin will be tying the knot sometime next year too.

By next year, Fazlin and Diani will graduate from Poly. Working or continuing their studies, they themselves are unsure. Mira, Izyan and Aliff will still be in secondary school. Nevertheless, they will be having more and more fun with their group of friends. Ili will be in secondary school. Ain, Mai and Danial are growing too fast. Though I don't seem to be close to them, I can tell that they are having so much fun growing up.

Which leave Zain and Anaqi. you just can't keep yr hands off these 2 adorable boys. They are just the sweetest.

Oh yeah, in addition, we will be welcoming Abg Hafiz and Azreen's 2nd child. We wtill don't know if it's a girl or a boy. Even the parent don't. I am praying it's a girl. Hehe...

So hopefully, next year, we will have more of this catching up. No pictures!! All of us was so busy catching up, none of us whipped out the camera.

Oh by the way, I can't find the song at My Flash Fetish. Since Youtube has it, here it is. Decode by Paramore. one of Twilight soundtrack. Love the song!! If you think the vampire looks familiar, he's Cedric Diggory in Harry Potter, Goblet of Fire. The one who died....Take a look..

2008-11-30T00:57:00.002+08:00

Do you know how sucky it is to be sick?! It has been a long time since I was sick. Friday, I was on leave. Everything was OK. Went shopping at John Little with Jessie, Kaori and Dine. Then straight to Simei to have luch with Lulu and Malin. By the time we reach home it was already 5 plus in the afternoon. I took a nap and that's when it happened. I realized that my stomach was full of gas. And I'm not the kind who easily burp or fart. And so, it just stayed in. Wah! I was bloody uncomfortable. Ibu advised to rub Tiger Balm and I did. Wah. Then it started. The pain was unbearable. I was uncomfortable and pissed. Then straight to toilet. All that came out was water. I was beginning to worry as this has never happened to me before. So for the whole night, I woke up more than 5 times, just to vomit and pass motion. Can you imagine, all water. What made me panic was that one time I vomited, it was greenish molding colour. I was shivering and all.

So Saturday came and I still wasn't feeling well. I just feel like sleeping and sleeping and sleeping. But I was still bloody uncomfortable. By then, my chest felt so tight that small movements made me feel like I've run a mile. Unable to take it anymore, I showered and went to the nearest clinic. But it was closed. Menyumpah aku! I went back home and told Ibu I wanna go A&E. She panicked. As fast as a fox, she changed and in 5 minutes, Lulu, Ibu and me were in the cab to A&E. I still can't take in deep breaths.

Reaching A&E, you know we're supposed to take our temperature at the entrance right. When the makcik took my temperature, she was like' Eh, demam!' I was shocked. I didn't know I had fever. It was 38.5. Straight to the glass panel waiting room. Within 5 minutes, I was sent to the nurse, taking my blood pressure and all. Then 10 minutes later, to the doctor. Bloody cute doctor! Haha. But was very patient with me, considering I was very uncomfortable and rude.
Then he said that I need to go through X-ray and ECG, just in case if I am having heart problem.
All took about 30 minutes. Handed my X-ray to the doctor but he never called me back. Malin was getting impatient that she marched to the doctor's room and asked if my turn has been called. Poor doctor was confused. Didn't recognized me cos when he was checking me, I had the mask on. Then he told me all was fine except that I had too much gas in me. And that I need to eat regularly. Yada, yada yada, I was told to take the medications prescribed for me. Everything cost me $75/-. Nasib baik baru gaji.

By then, it was 9 plus and I'm super hungry. Want to Simpang. Now that I know nothing is wrong with me, I had my chicken chop. Haha! But we sat right in front of the TV and they had some soccer match on. Wah! Bloody loud. By the time the food came, Malin was already having a headache from the loud cheering. Then it was straight home. Took my medication and to bed.

Now I am awake. But Alhamdullillah, I'm feeling better. But I am still having the stupid fever. Oh yeah, because of this, I have to cancel my facial appointment with Kaori. Hmph! So sorry Japanese, we'll do it next weekend aite!

2008-11-26T22:34:00.003+08:00

Yesterday, the whole lot of DHL staff was treated to a movie at Vivo City. We knocked off at 1715 and headed off to Vivo. The movie, Body of Lies were scheduled to start at 1900. I thought it was about some assasination. As it turned out, I was wrong. It was about terrorism. It was a great movie though I think it showed too much of Muslim killing themselves with bombs. Boy, I was upset in the beginning. I couldn't help hating the fact that they showed only the bad things about Islam. But, as the story unfold, I realized that it has got nothing to do with religion, just terrorists. Unfortunately, they happen to be Muslims. They did protray some Muslims helping out the Jewish in the operation of stopping the terrorists.

The actions? Damn good! The bombings, the shooting and the killing. Taken place mostly in Amman and Iraq, you can see the everyday life of the people there. It's something really different. Leonardo has changed from Romeo to Lover boy in Titanic to hot guy there is. He was hot! And when he speaks Arabic, I just melted. Haha! He said it so fluently.

The end, the head was caught and Leonardo quit his job to just simply live in the middle east.
Overall? I think the movie is great.

Today, I woke up late, reaching work only at 900. Nasib baik da gaji kan..So I went to work and started my day all ok. Until lunch. I was having lunch when I realized that I was feeling scared. So scared that I was shaking all over. Even cigarettes wasn't working. I was simply shaking all over. I decided to confide into Myn. I emailed her and straight away there was a reply. She told me to take deep breathes, say a few prayers and try to calm down. I swear, I was bloody scared that I feel like crying right there and there. Thanks babe for being there. Knowing that a friend is an email away is quite comforting. Love you babe!!

I went home and straight away went to bed. And now, I am awake and nothing to do............

2008-11-23T22:08:00.014+08:00

Woke up in time to get ready to go to Mom's high tea. Around 2, met with Mak Nah and Mak Cha and off we went to Royal Plaza. There, we met Mak Chu and kids. Anaqi is just A-D-O-R-A-B-L-E!!! I just wanna bite him. Haha. After picture taking, by 1530 we're in and food attack!! It was very fulfilling ok! Still terkopak duit aku this month! Lucky Malin split the bill with me.

After about 2 hours, I thought we're going home but boy was I wrong. With Mak Chu and Mak Cha as company, there is no rest moments and straight to shopping. By the time we reach Tangs, my feet were asking from mercy! I was having difficulty standing up with my heels. I was on the verge of having 'feet breakdown' when Mak Nah noticed and told me to get a another pair of shoes. Since I am short of cash, she told me to swipe. Hee! Thank God. Or else, I wouldn't last all the way till an hour ago. Pakai straight ok! Takde nak simpan2 in bag. Even the salegirl was smiling at me.

So after that, more window shopping for the us. I was becoming bored by 2000 hrs. Mak Nah was bored too, so we convinced the rest to have a snack at Swensens. I was very very tired by then. Superhuman Mak Chu, decided not to join us @ Swensens and went straight to Taka. I really dunno how she can do it. With 4 kids tagging along and all.

Overall, Mom had fun and that's the whole point. More pictures, please visit Multiply.

2008-11-22T17:43:00.006+08:00

Happy 50th Birthday Ibu! I hope that your life has been a blessed one. I am
glad that of all woman Allah has created, He has chosen you to be my mother. I
have not been thhe filial daughter a mother could have, but I hope you know that
I am glad and blessed to have you as my Ibu. I promise you that I will always be
there when you need me. Make you coffee when you are busy cooking. Filling in
your tablet case with supplements every single night. Answering all your calls.
Making you know that I know, no matter what, you are my mother and no one can
ever take that place. I love you Ibu! Can't wait for carousel tomorrow! Anyway, a song for you.

2008-11-18T23:14:00.002+08:00

I have not been updating so long! Well nothing much has happen in life so I see no point of updating.

Work suck! I have a lot of problems and frankly, I am so, oh so tired of work! If it is not for Ibu, I will definitely be looking for another job!

Ok I lied! I love my workplace, the environment. Free transport, OT provided. Taxi can be claimed. Sick with no money is a no problem. Reimbursement for dental! Free movie trips. Discounted price with Pretty Fit and Beetle Bug. Corporate lines for mobile plans. What else?! Oh yeah! Great colleagues even though they can be a bitch and a male-bitch at times. Great boss who has a heart of a 25 years old. Helpful warehouse staff who are always willing to OT so that my shipment goes out on time.

Hmm...I should be thankful that I am in this place now.

Went running with Kaori. Instead of running the stadium, we ran around my neighbourhood. It was not that tiring, considering we brisk walk the whole way and talk. What else is there to talk about? Relationships, friendship, work, fashion, food and other small stuff. Then after resting about 10 mins at home, we headed to Simpang to eat. I really should cut down on my food intake. From now on, no more deep fried stuff! And cut down on cheese. Oh! And cut all junk food. I really should eat healthy. But no greens yet. I'm still allergic to them. Hehe.

I really need to buy a weighing scale. But I'm too lazy and I often forget. Can someone get me one please!

2008-11-08T21:51:00.002+08:00

For the first time @ DHL, I feel like they don't trust me enough to handle demanding MBUs.

Korea is such a demanding MBU and yet, I am still handing them. Most of the problem is from them. And frankly, I am really sick of all the twisted things they are creating. It is not my, DHL or forwarders fault that they do not have enough stock. Not enough stock, re forecast everything. You should jolly well know that economy is bad and since fiscal year is ending, there will definitely be changes of carriers and all. If carriers cannot provide an earlier schedule, what do you expect us to do?

I have done my part in this. Forwarding their shipment to meet dateline. I wasn't even the one who suggested for it to be air freight. So how is it my fault? Come on man!! You are short of stocks, you should have ordered more EARLIER! If you order earlier, stock out is not an issue.

I hope this will settle fast, cos frankly, I am beginning to think that all this problems is not worth the salary that I'm getting!

2008-11-04T11:38:00.010+08:00

A little late on the update but who cares. Let’s see. Joyce left us last week. So we had lunch at Harry’s Bar. Food was ok ok la. I think Shine Café is better. And the service sucks. BIG TIME!. Waitress not friendly. But on thing good is that they have a pool table there. So I played with Kaori and Indah. It was fun. It’s been like a year since I played pool with Indah. I think the last was when we were working at DPEX together. Haha!! It was just nice to have Indah and Pei Wen back, joining us. You see, we only see one of them once a week, making it seeing each of them only twice a month. Cos they are located at Starbucks Singapore. So we take the opportunity to catch up with each other. I was at home the whole weekend. Has a wedding to attend to but wasn’t really up for it. But, wish Zam and Fizah the best in the journey that they are about to embark.

I need a break!

Ok pictures.

2008-10-30T21:38:00.003+08:00

I love the clip. It's so nice. I'll update again 2moro on Joyce's last day.

2008-10-27T15:41:00.002+08:00

Me: Hey sayang...next weekend wanna do that facial thing at simei?

Kaori: Ok, sat and sun both available.

Me: Ok great...I need to make it up to you for giving you a bit of cold shoulder last week...

Kaori: Haha, you kno, everyone kinda realized that you are giving me a cold shoulder. But I just want you to know that even tho I have a bf now, you are one of my best friend in Singapore and I don't jeopardize my friendship for him. Let me know when when you wanna have coffee no matter what time it is!!

Kaori is among one of my single friend who recently got hooked up. And I guess I was in denial. Everyone has a boyfriend. Apart from Myn and Sam, who make time for me, Kaori is available 24 hours. And when I say 24 hours, I mean 24 hours. She and I share things that's not meant to be heard by others. We share same emotions about general things. So naturally, I was disappointed that she's now attached. Yet again, another friend of mine is attached. So what's new???

For the past week, I have been giving a cold shoulder to Kaori without realising it. I don't even know why. It's not that I'm upset that she's attached. In fact, I am happy for her. But I couldn't help thinking that I have lost a friend. I kept thinking that she might not have time for me now that she has Allan. I hate the fact that most of my friends have no time for me. I was just plain sad you know.

But over the weekend, I thought thing thru and I realized how selfish I am. I can't expect them to stay with me always. I can't have them by the phone, picking up the moment I call. I cannot believe how selfish I am.

So today, I text Kaori to 'book' her this weekend for our facial thing. And thank god, she agreed. This experience taught me not to be selfish and Insya'allah, I will be a better person. A msg to all my friends.

As mush as it hurts me to admit this, I am so very sorry for giving you
guys the cold shoulder whenever you guys cannot make it to any of my plan
outings. I need to understand that, for once, you guys have a whole other world
apart from ours. I promise. I won't be a bitch if you guys can't make time for
me. Love you all!!!

2008-10-25T22:30:00.003+08:00

Those who love HSM & HSM 2, you guys should definitely catch HSM 3! It's so good that I could sit in the teather the whole day, watching it over and over and over again. Every 15 minutes, there's a song that will get you so energetic that you wanna stand up and dance to the beat. A song that gives you so much emotion that you wanna just cry happy tears. And songs that just gives you goose bumps the whole way. If you guys watched Grease, this is even better. With Graduation and all. WOW!!!Mira and me had a blast. Can I watch it again?

I'm a bit lazy to update actually. I need a break!

2008-10-23T22:51:00.010+08:00

I went home on time from work 4 days straight. Surprised eh? Hehe...I'm not gonna complain. So today, took a last minute trip to Chinese Clinic with Sam. That girl said her feet hurts when she dances so I accompanied her. Clinic was recommended by Aric. Hehe. So we registered and we went for dinner.

After that, was straight to the clinic. I was scared at the same time excited. Why? Cos she's had to go thru acupuncture. Yeah, needles into the nerves. I was really scared. So I asked Sam to ask the doc if I can enter. I wouldn't want to miss this. So I sat beside her while the doc inserted needles into her 'points'. First needle in, a little 'ah' came out from her mouth. The 4th needle in was when she screamed. I was shocked that I just burst out laughing. And she kept telling me to shut up cos she din wanna see or hear any reaction from me. Haha. But it was really scary. I had my ears closed most of the time. Haha.

So as Sam was lying still on the bed, we talked la, listened to music. Then suddenly she said that she cannot move her legs. Literally can't move her legs. I was scared. After like half an hour, the doc came back to pull the needles out. one like 2 drops of blood. Then it was over. Haha. Thank god she was able to put on her shoes back.

It was such a relief after everything is done. Hope we don't have to go back there again. Whatever it is, I salute Sam for going thru this pain. Pictures.

2008-10-22T02:15:00.003+08:00

Just came back home from Simpang with Kaori.

Work is not that hectic now that SNG is officially handed over to Kaori. So I actually went home on time today. It feels weird to go home when the sun is still out. A quick nap did the trick for my headache and by 8pm, I was wide awake, with nothing to do. Yeap. Nothing at all to do. Just stare at the lappy for 2 to 3 hours. Saw Kaori online and I so wanna go Simpang to have Teh O Ice Limau. So I asked Kaori out for supper. Hehe!

We met around 12 and sat down and talk. It's fun doing this once in a while during a weekday. We talked about past, present. What we like, who we like, what's fun. But what's important is that I realized what a great friend I have. I wish I have more friends like her. I don't say this because I think she's nice. I say this because she don't judge me. And I think it's a good thing that she doesn't. We definitely need more people like her in the world.

Thanks Kaori, for listening to my never ending crap. We should do this often. And this should be on-going even if you or I have a boyfriend or even when we are married. Love love.

2008-10-21T00:03:00.003+08:00

After so long of not getting out of office sharp at 1800, today is the day that I managed to do that. So as a celebration, I made Sam play pool with me. Thank God, she had no plans. So we headed straight to Pasir Ris and had an early dinner there. BTW, I'm so hungry now. After having Mac, we went to E-Hub and straight to pool place. But full house. Sedih ape?! So we went back to MAc and msg whoever we know that might know any pool place located in the east. All came up with Katong and PArkway. Haiz. Macam jauh nah la...So I gave Sam a sad face and told her we'll go Katong since it is full house. But Sam, being adorable that she always have been, told me, "Ita, we go check one more time. f full, we go Katong". So with my heels, we broke into a small run. By the tikme we reach there, there were 2 empty tables. Woohoo!!!I get tp play pool man!!! So we played while exchanging life stories and all. What I'm gonna say is gonna hurt my pride, but I lost. 8 frames to 7. Crap kan?? So much for Sam not knowing how to play. It's really crap. Took a glance at Sam and realized that she is actually tired. Maybe cos entertaining me too much. Hehe! So we ended the game afer 2 1/2 hours. Smoke for a while and straight home. Now, I am lookig for the next victim. I need to play more pool!!!!

2008-10-19T01:53:00.002+08:00

Ever since I took Philippines over, I have been staying at work till 10 plus. Twice this week, Suken and I went home at around 11 plus. Yeah, we're that busy. I just hope that we get a replacement quick. Allah, help me! I can't have all 4 demanding countries under me. I even had to come to work on Sat. Because I just didn't have the time to send out the weekly reports.

I don't have much to update really, except that i think, my ass is getting flatter, due to sitting down for more that 12 hours each day at work! Haha!!

2008-10-14T21:31:00.004+08:00

Guess where am I now?? For those who knows me well, yeah, I'm at work. Doing what? Work la..Hehe...After more that 12 hours of clearing emails, allocating products, moving shipments from one end of the world to another, I have the chance to take a break a while. Talk about overloaded!!

PHI is officially mine. Well, until further notice, at least. Heard that Jessie might be taking it from me, so yeah. How do I have the time to update the blog now? Well, I'm importing the PST files to my computer. For those who do not know what PST file is, don't think it's as fun as PSP eh..Cos it's not. It's just a big folder of pending shipments for PHI. I just cannot afford to import it during office hour. It would delay ALOT of my work, something that I do NOT want to do. Even without delaying my work, I am already struggling way behind time. So many shipments, so little time! But it's ok, like I said, I am up for anything! Woohoo!!

Well, today is Wendy's last day with SBUX. So we had lunch at Shine Cafe. It's a very nice cafe. Nice to bring a special someone there on a date. So practically everyone was there except for Peiwen and Indah, who, unfortunately had to be at Commonwealth. But Indah will be back 2moro. Woohoo!! Long time never see that babe!! Sorry, sidetracked a lil. Where was I? Oh yeah, I had Seafood Spaghetti Marina. Ok la. Not that nice. But after adding Soup of the Day, Tomato Soup, it was heaven. Hehe. And of cos, lotsa cheese powder. Weehee!!! By the time we finish eating, it was already 1345. But before that we took some pictures with Wendy.
Oh yeah, and welcoming Geraldine into SBUX. You better be prepared for all the bitching sessions that's gonna happen here in our group! Haha!

I don't have a picture of her alone, so here's the speech and pictures.

Though you and I were not that close, every conversation that we had were
filled with laughter. I wish you all the best for whatever you will be doing
in
the future. Thank you for being a great mentor.

2008-10-12T00:19:00.006+08:00

Went out to Pak Beh's house after Mak Chu and family came to my house. Not much pictures because I was too focus on Anaqi!

2008-10-11T13:46:00.003+08:00

Firstly, takziah to Fahmy's family. Losing Jidi yesterday must have been very hard for Fahmy's family. This is no easy for us as well, especially Malin. You see, we never had any Grandfather love. Both maternal and paternal passed away before we were born. So Jidi was the closest that we ever had. Well, we're not that close. Hardly spoken even, But the presence of a grandfather was always there. I think think, in Fahmy's case, it will always be there.

Work was hell this week. Everyday, I clocked out at 1930. Except yesterday, I clocked out at 2215. Sedihkan my life? Starting from next week, PHI will be under me. One more misery added to my life. Of all countries that Peter decided to take away from me, it's SNG. But I still gotta monitor cos it's just transiting. The only country that never drive me insane. But it's OK. Since I'm always up for challenges, I'm ready to take up anything in life. Woohoo!!

Let's see, what else about work life is there? Hmm. Despite the fact that SBUX US have been closing down, we in DHL remain unaffected. That's a relief. What's not a relief is the recession going on in SIN. That shook a few of us. As for me, right now what matter is that I bring home a decent amount for my family. I'm not saying that I'm satisfied with what I'm doing now. Insya'allah, will continue my studies soon. Hopefully, with the cert and experience, I will be able to climb the ladder bit by bit.

As you know, Wendy will be leaving us next week. This scare me. Because I know Wendy to be a great mentor. However, I was not able to ask her anything on PHI. I was super busy with my other countries. I hope I will learn from the previous shipments in the folders that she has passed to me. *crossing fingers*

Joyce will be leaving us end of this month. But Geraldine will be coming in next week, so hopefully, I will be able to have some time to breathe. But in the meantime, I will have MLY added to my me when Joyce leaves. So that's like what, 5 countries?

Singapore
Indonesia
Korea
Philippines
Malaysia

Sounds little? You should really see my inbox. One country has an estimated of 40 to 50 shipments pending everyday. I have 5 countries. You do the math.

I need a break from the city. Can I go somewhere where there's beach and cigarettes and not much computers? A place where I can just chill , go out anytime I want, sleep when it's supposed to be wake up time. Hmm...I want that so bad. Cos I think I 'm gonna lose my head soon.

Today, I intended to wake up early and head to work. But I just can't wake up. Tiredness is catching up and that is not good. So woke up at around 11 plus by Mak Nah's call. Reminding me that I need to pay Zakat Harta and credit card bill. Yes I will Mak Nah. Today. You see, Mak Nah is my aunt, also my keeper. What's keeper? Someone who helps me save money. Haha. Never gonna find that in the dictionary, so don't bother finding. Yeah, so she will be the one keeping tab on how much I have saved that month and make sure I don't swipe too many times a month. Hehe! We were talking about my savings, life, education insurance and all some other personal stuff. Too many to list down.

OK la, I'll end here. Need to eat and get ready for Pak Beh's open house. Woohoo!!!

2008-10-08T22:07:00.000+08:00

I screw up at work! And I dunno what to do. Please help!

2008-10-07T21:31:00.010+08:00

I just found out a few days ago that not only Wendy is leaving, but Joyce too! Can you imagine how upset I am right now? Very! With Wendy leaving, I have to take Philippines. Now that Joyce is leaving too, I will have Malaysia again back on my list. Ever since Friday, I have been staying back at work to clear lotsa shipments. But somehow or rather, the work seems to be piling up more that it is getting lesser. Is there something that I am doing wrong? Haiz. I dunno.

Well, at least I know SBUX is hiring. This time it's not 1, not 2 but 3 headcounts. Alhamdulillah, we already hired one, coming in next week hopefully. Geraldine something her name. Not an ordinary girl...Haha! Think she is either a butch or a lesbian. Nothing against theit kind. I actually have lotsa friends like that. Just surprise to see SBUX hire someone like that. So that's one, 2 more to go.

Yesterday, Willie and Stephen was here. And so, I had my fair time with Willie, discussing about us SBUX. I dunno if you guys know about this but recently, SBUX US closed about 600 stores. SBUX AP had to cut down on their manpower. A few was asked to leave. Alhamdulillah, we in DHL are not affected. In fact there's good news for us. Remember the Kelong trip that SBUX AP sponsored? Yeah well, hopefully, we'll be going somewhere again. Maybe in December. I hope it's somewhere worthwhile. :) Oh by thw way, congrats to Suken, who was promoted to Supervisor, effective 1st Oct.

Today, we celebrated Aric's 30th birthday. Da tua Ahmad!! Haha!! Suken bought a cake at Prima Deli and we surprise Aric after lunch. I dunno how many times we have done this buy-cake-and-surprise after lunch. But I swear it works every time. Haha! Pictures below. Before that, speech for Mr Aric Ng.

Though I have known you for only a year plus, I feel like I've known you my
whole life. You're like a brother I never had! I hope you are happy going
through life everyday with bitches like us at work (that applies for only me and
Suken).

2008-10-05T21:38:00.008+08:00

2nd day of Raya was spent at home, not going out cos we were all plain tired. So I rested the whole day, dreading to go to work 2moro. For the first time it wasn't because of work. But because of the fact that I was wearing Baju Kurujng and heels. My god. I've never wore Baju Kurung to work before. Haha! But since Mom wants to go to rumah Mak Chu and Pak Ngah, bopian, I gotta wear. Hehe. So during lunch time, I went to Simei and went to get Anaqi a pair of Adidas shoes. He looked so cute wearing it later that evening.

Then, we headed off to Pak Ngah's. Abg Faiz and Halimi wasa there too. And Munti is so cute. But I was feeling abit sick, so everyone sort of forgotten that the camera is in the bag! Haha! By the time I got back, I was so hungry. Thank God babe, Myn was online! So what else! 1 am, she fetched me and we headed for supper at Simpang! I am so blessed to have an owl as a friend! *Muacks to Myn* Reached home around 3 and after talking non stop with Malin and Ibu for an hour, I went to bed. Hehe! It felt so good to be out with a good friend once in a while. Especially with Myn! She's a blast. Talking, bitching and laughing non stop.

So yesterday, Abg Faiz, Kak Jaja and Halimi came over around noon and Mom prepared for them Nasi Lemak. Oh by the way, Abg Faiz brought over someone special, Sheila, his fiance. She's so nice! I like! After they left, it was Abg Hafiz's turn, followed by Pak Beh and Family and then Pak Dok. Not lotsa picture la. So here goes!!

2008-10-01T23:11:00.013+08:00

First day of Hari Raya was not as happening as previous ones. You see, my grandma passed away early this year. And we usually we gather at her home. However, this year, it was held at Mak Long's house. Since her husband passed 2 weeks after Nenek, she's stil in mourning. So this year, my family only went to her house today. The rest will be 2moro or weekend. Not too sure if I will be well enough to go here and there 2moro.

We reached there around 1 plus. Initial plan was to reached there around 11. But we were all so tired of cleaning house and cooking. And I had trouble sleeping as I was coughing into the night. So, accompanied with a headache and cough, we headed to Mak Longs after asking forgiveness from each other. Take cab of course, even though it is very near. Hehe! I can't walk la, scare will pengsan! Hehe.

So we reached there. More forgiveness and all. Then came the food and drinks. After that, what else, bum around and watch tv. Met Fahmy for a while cos his mom gave us some Muruku. Then my favourite little mischievous cousin came. She's just plain cute. With her mak nenek attitude and all. Such a joy! Then I remembered that we had the camera. Hehe! And so what else? Take pictures la! Hehe. Don't mind my sick pictures.

So by 3 plus, it's home sweet home! Straight away helped Mom to cook Tomato Rice and all for my guests. I was very excited as this year is my first open house. Intended to do it on a weekend, but since today is Kaori's birthday and her parents are in town, I decided to do it today. Alhamdullilah, my Mom was very supportive. Mak Nah, Mak Cha and Pak Hussein was here too. They were so cool, becoming the host and hostesses. So after dinner, we threw a small birthday Kaori. She seemed surprise. Hehe! Then it was eating again. I kept forcing all of them to eat and eat and eat! Haha!!

Then Kaori's parents took out a bag of gift for us, including my Mom. They bought Mom a Japanese cookbook. And the rest of us Burberry handkerchief! And they bought me a Micheal Jackson, Japan Edition CD. I wanted it because it has the song that I want most. Downloading is just a hassle for me. I intended to pay them back, but the parents said it's a gift! So i got 2 gifts from Japan! Hehe!

The day ended quite early for me. By 9 plus, it's just me, Mom, Mira and Malin. So I got online to chat, as usual. By then, headache was back and I was coughing like mad. So I took some panadol and couldn't sleep until 2 in the morn. Malin went out with Fahmy to visit JD at hospital and I think they went for supper. So she wasn't home when I fell asleep.

Oklah. Pictures. More on Multiply.

2008-09-30T22:11:00.003+08:00

I'm home alone sick. The rest out to Geylang!!And it's raining heavily. I have been having fever since yesterday and I still have it till now. After work, just now, I went straight to Ikea to buy more utensils. Shivering like crazy despite the mild windy weather, I was pushing the trolley through Ikea. Well, I was leaning against the trolley for support actually. Lucky tak pengsan ok!

As you know, 2moro is Hari Raya, and I'm not enjoying it that much! I was half alseep when I heard Takbir..And I was reminded of all the people that I love. Be it deceased or living. I remembered the happy moments we had together. The sorrow we went through together. Guess I am just emotional.

I was reminded of the happy moments that I had with Bapak. Right from beginning of fasting month. I would helped him pasang the lightings. He would come home, and instruct us to help him here and there. The late night supper of Pratas as Sahur. He would wake us up around 2 or 3 in the morn, telling us that he bought Prata. I would give the world to have that again. But Allah loves him more.

I remembered my grandma. The morning of Hari Raya, she will be sitting at her usual spot in the living room, wearing new Batik. Seeing her smile as she all her anak2, cucu2 and one and only cicit scattered all around the living. Asking for forgiveness from each other. She never failed to smile, despite the pain. May she be in a better place.

On a brighter note, house is ready to welcome relatives and guests. I will be having a small SBUX Hari Raya Open house and a bit of celebration for Kaori's bdae. She's turning 25 in about an hour. Mom will be continue to cook 2moro for my special guests, Kaori's parents. The rest of SBUX will be here too. I so can't wait.

This year, Hari Raya will be a Mak Long's. Since grandma passed away early this year, we figured it's only fair that we gather @ Nenek's eldest child. So will be going there around 11. But will be coming home around 2 plus to prepare for the rest of the dinner for SBUX. And now, I just finished inputting moeny into the envelope. Hope this will be enough.

Birthday wish for Kaori.

Happy 25th Sayang! Among one of the few people that I know who can actually read
my mind! And to think that I've known you for about 5 months! I hope
our friendship will last.

2008-09-30T17:54:00.000+08:00

2008-09-30T00:18:00.005+08:00

Ok, I am officially sick. I got into a cab at my workplace sharp at 1800 and went straight to bed! I can't shower to cool myself off because of rebonded hair..Ok, my hair...Rebonded cut short a bit and high lights. More like low lights actually. Didn't want to make it that obvious. Since I am sick kan, my picture is bloody ugly cos I sort of just rolled out of bed and I didn't even bother to make it nice nice. And my hair is bloody flat!

2008-09-28T01:35:00.002+08:00

Woke up at 1 in the afternoon, just in time to see my mom came home from work. And so, I got up, turn on the lappy and start to clean house. Not much of a success cos I was very tired. I only managed to change curtain, cushion covers and laundry. I wasn't really in a mood to clean up. So most of the time, I was in front of my lappy chatting away with my friend. Haha! It's a pity he is not in Singapore to celebrate Hari Raya. Kesian dia..Sabar ok! about 2 r 3 weeks to go...

Later in the afternoon, Ibu and Mira went to buy new pillows. I was left at home alone but I just couldn't bring myself to fold clothes. It's becoming a mountain. Maybe I'll do it soon. And so, I just sat and watched tv. And, by 8, I was asleep. At 10 woke up feeling hungry. So after fetching Malin and paying Zakat Fitrah, I ordered Mac. Hungry la! Hehe!

Then, when we got up, an hour later, I realized that I have forgotten to take the receipt from AXS machine! How lame can I be!

Ok. I don't have a life now and I need to fold clothes.

2008-09-26T13:15:00.002+08:00

Hello people...End of the work week...That is if I don't have to come in 2moro!!Haha. Here I am, sitting at my desk during lunch while the rest of the girls are having a make-up thing down at first floor. I was registered but just can't be bothered. Why? Malas la nak blajar make up! Just as long as you don't look like a clown it's ok kan? Hehe...

I so need to have a break! Can we go somewhere now please? I'm so tired of work and home. Even my cat knows not to disturb me! Haha!

Was at work till 9 plus yesterday. It was such a long day yesterday. I have so many orders and some of my pending orders were delayed due to Hari Raya. Do you know that Msia have a road ban during festive season? Meaning, no large trucks are allowed in or out of Msia. Yes! And I have to make so many phone calls so that my shipments will be delivered on time. SBUX Singapore was calling and so was SBUX KOR. I was officially in hell! Peter called me to ask what happened. Willie called to ask what had happened. All kinds of planner called me to check if the Xmas Promo has been arranged! What the hell? I know I have to arrange lots of shipment and I'm not the only one doing it. But they have to gimme time man! T-I-M-E! What, is that word not in their dictionary? Yes, I was royally pissed yesterday!

By the time I get back home, I have 2 sisters to face. They were generally in a good mood. But I wasn't that much. Went online for a while before I decided that I better sleep before the vein in my head pops..

And so today, it was raining oh so heavily and I just didn't want to wake up! But being the loyal-to-work person that I am, I struggled to wake up, shower and head off to work. Reached work and was prepared to fight with anyone that crosses me! Thank god, no one did! Everybody so nice to me, how to get mad! Haha! So by 12 plus, I was able to smile, laugh and even talked in a normal tone.

Now that I have the time to relax a bit, I'm gonna start on my work and hoping against hope that there will not be another hiccup at work.

Pray for me beautiful people! Love Love!!

2008-09-24T22:15:00.002+08:00

I came back today with the worst headache anyone could have. But of course, I will never show it to people. People will bug me to go doctor. I just don't want to be bugged right now. I do not to need to have people nagging at me constantly. One more thing, I do not like people to tell me that my friends are a bother. If it's bothering you so much, you move. Cos it seems that you are the only one that is bothered. No one else.

Life @ work is getting tougher and tougher and I really hope we get replacements soon. You see, Wendy is leaving and it is not good. Why? Because I will be taking over Philippines. Another demanding MBU. Why must all be pushed to me, I wonder. Maybe because I am just bloody tough at work! Haiz...I really hope that we'll get replacements soon or I might just breakdown.

Social life has been fun. Friends and family is all OK except for some hiccups. But then again, there's no such thing as a perfect life, isn't there. An old friend came back into my life. Other than that, life is pretty much normal. Even though I rarely go out with my friends, we are in constant touch. So everything is normal.

Love life? Zero!

2008-09-24T00:33:00.004+08:00

Work has been hectic and I have been having gastric and headache on and off! That's not good. I know. Haven't been waking up for sahur and haven't been having proper food for break fast too! So now, I am on the verge of falling sick and the only thing that is keeping me upbeat is Disney Channel and something else. So here is what I have been listening to over and over again.

Disney Channel Movie: Camp Rock
Gotta Find You